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i was told the other day that reflections is to do a follow up call at 30 days, 60 days, 6 months and 1 year post discharge. your therapist (SW) is supposed to do the call. I found this out from...

had my first day off in 34 days yesterday.went to the occoquan to watch carlos and my dad race.carlos' double partner forgot the seats to the boat, so they had to scratch...but it was nice spending...

i don't know what's going on with me. i don't get it. i want to ask for help to get through this but i dont know how. and i dont know what to ask for. i dont know how to even describe what is going...

Cried myself to sleep last night. Today has been worse. I am miserable and in a lot of emotional pain. I don't know how to control myself. I want to runaway.

not too hot right now.pretty pissed.came up with an amazing idea to get an old coach back on board to coach the novice women at langley...he sent me a message last night saying he saw that we still...

Good session with Joanna yesterday. Question is, what occured for me to be able to handle various extremely difficult situations that I had over the past few days soo fucking well? It's great...but...

just found out that my parent's are staying at their house for 3 more years. they are not putting it on the market this year. wtf? ahhhhhhhhhh now i'm really cranky.

Friday journal...Difficult. Frustrating, but okay session this morning. Thought that we left off at which we will come back to on Monday is 'I don't feel like anything is accomplished unless I see...

it's been rough. food has been ok. weight stayed the same when i saw jill on tuesday. didn't decrease like it had the past two weeks. i should be happy with that. but i it didn't sit right with...

Good few days.Thursday had a good and much-needed session with Joanna.Friday I was very busy working all day.Saturday worked all day and then hung out with Blair. Steve text me that he...

Yesterday was really good! I was in a great mood all day and ended up having a really good session with Joanna. and i have to eat my words, because she did get an opening and i am seeing her tonight...

I have been wrapped up in so much shit that I forgot to mention the best news ever!! While I spoke with my Oma and Opa yesterday they told me news that left me speechless. They said that they are...

Saturday was much better than my shitty Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. I failed to mention all that happened on Thursday that made the day so bad. First I had to open at PetSmart, my shift was from...

Things are just bouncing around my mind like a pinball machine.Yesterday and today have both become lousy crappy ass days. Joanna said that it appears that I am sliding. This is not a good thing-...

Doing well with food again.Up and down moods.Extremely horrible body image.Lots of ED thoughts.Yesterday in therapy my head WAS there, but I kind of had a fake mood. I didn't allow my self to feel...