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I'm stuck. I'm stuck in a rut and I don't know how to get out.My appt with my psychiatrist went okay last night- we are going to up my meds a little. Hopefully with a change in meds and leaving my...

OK- so i'm going to post this as best as i can. I have had a few beers after a rough ass day so who knows how this post will sound....1st- day started iwth me wakin up at the crack of dawn, not being...

I am so unhappy right now. I think it's my job. I'm really hating it. I hate every minute of it. I try to find the good things associated with it, but there really are none right now. I wake up in a...

So today I have my weekly D and T meetings. Eeeek.I haven't been doing too well. First off my D asked me to not weigh myself this week. Weighed myself the two days after I met with her (so last Wed...

(meant to post this last night) I have been laying in bed trying to fall asleep, but throughts from my appointments today kept interrupting. So here's how they went.... My Dietitian appt went okay....

I feel so fucking fat....not fat acutally, obese right now. I feel disgusting. I'm disgusted in myself. I have been eating pretty normal dinners and I feel nasty. I fee gross. I just want to crawl...

I feel really dizzy right now. This day has gone by so fast- I don't know where it has gone. So much shit has gone on at work today- I can't even think straight. My brain hurts- I feel like crap.I...

I just want to write and say thank you to everyone on DS for your support. You all are such wonderful and encouraging people.Today has been a MUCH better day than this past week. I went to practice...

I am VERY excited and happy at this moment!!!!!!I am looking and applying for various jobs to increase my knowledge of animal care so that I  can fulfill my dream of working with animals as a career...

Much better day today. Really good session with Joanna.Bill (from langley crew) called me last night and so i called him back this morning. He had left a meeting last night from the Virginia...

Yest67erday was hard for me with an appt at 3p with Jill and 4pm with Joanna. The appt with Jill was not so good for me. I had gained weight, but less than a pound. Regardless of how much it was I...

If you want to REALLY know what a coxswain does, listen and watch this. We do NOT just say 'row'.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XjKB4ZcWTJwI desperately need to get back to coxing. I have to. I think...

Last night Carlos was about fed up with Penny. Her nails grow really fast and it is very difficult to cut them. He got scratched a lot while playing with her and warned me that he might lose his...

On our way to Orlando on Friday Dec 30, we made a stop at my old Pastor’s house, Pastor Gysan. He is the one who is going to do our ceremony at our wedding. We had an absolutely lovely time! He...

Finally back! Thank goodness! I am so happy to be home again! Most poeple don't like coming back from vacattions because they ahve to go back to their normal routine and work, etc. I am so excited to...