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As time gets closer to leaving for Florida, I am more nervous. And that does not include the amount of anxiety I have. I am paranoid that I am forgetting something. That something is not right. That...

Wedding Venue & Caterer: CHECKDate: CHECKDress: CHECKGuest List: CHECKSave the Date Cards: CHECKDJ: CHECKPhotographer: CHECKInvitations: Type picked, Deposit down, Wording not decided. Bought my...

Over the months I have found some positive, insightful websites that may be of interest to others.... http://weighingthefacts.blogspot.com/ - very positive...

So I refused to talk about the sex and shit stuff today in session, but I did send her an email with EVERYTHING. I didn't want to have our last session before not seeing her for two weeks to end with...

shit. fuck. that describes my past few days. thursday night and friday night were HORRIBLE. Major anxiety attacks. Could not control myself. Cut Friday night. Had major nightmares about past sexual...

Just came across this song/video. It really hit me hard. So familiar. Seems like a theme song for me...http://youtu.be/NVVrT_wNw_YWatched the video Marry the Night by Lady Gaga. First of all, I am in...

Haven't felt good at all today. Not sure if it's the anxiety that's doing it, or what. I think I had a pretty good session today with Joanna. I guess Jill updated Joanna about my meeting with her...

I ate 100% exchanges + 1 extra yesterday. Take that Joanna! Proved you wrong!Today I missed only 1 starch. I cannot physically put anything else inside of me today.I felt disgustingly large today...

I just wrtoe a long journal entry and it got deleted. So fuck it. I don't have the patience to write it out again. Got off of work at 11pm last night and had to be in to open at 6am today. Been...

No more difficult decisions or situations. I forbid any more to occur. I am done. I have no more energy or brainpower to make anymore big decisions.Friday I realized that the holidays are just around...

wrote this to my dad last night rg the job and i got a really sincere response...PB,I have been corresponding with Greg and he sent my resume along. A lady has contacted me for an initial phone...

Have done well food wise te past few days.I heard an interesting story on the radio station I listen to. a man was saying how he was a lifeguard and absolutely loved his job. The hardest and scariest...

I have been so side-tracked and thrown off course with this whole Crew situation. It has caused me excruciating amounts of pain and has made for a very difficult past week. It was by far the most...

Over the years, it seems as though people forget the true meaning of Christmas. I wonder sometimes if people know the background as to why they are giving and receiving gifts or if they are just...

struggling a lot.having difficulty accepting the decision i made. i still feel sick to my stomach. the kids keep coming in my mind and i keep filling up with tears.saw joanna which was really good...