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Today is a GREAT, FANTASTIC, ASESOME, FABULOUS, PHENOMENAL, TERRIFIC DAY!!!That has been my mantra since I woke up...and it has worked! I realized why I was in such a funk. It goes back to how I...

Shitty. That's basically all I can say about this weekend. My hyper manic mood has gone down the toilet and now i am in a deep depressive state. I just want to die. I don't give a flying fuck about...

Gave them all the letter this morning. Dr Frenkel did not look like he agreed. After the daily treatment planning meeting that all the staff have, he pulled me aside and said that they are going to...

SOOO MUCH ENERGY!!!!!!!!! And have been in such an AMAZING mood today!!!I got in contact with someone from Arbor Place (place i had the job interview) today and they are going to get back to me. The...

so i started a journal this morning but then had to get off the computer and lost it....so now its going to be about the entire day lol.here is what carlos sent me this morning "Good morning, Pisco...

Much better day!!!Last night I ended up in even more pain because a headache I had throughout the day turned into a migraine. I was keeling over in pain but didn't say anything. One of the nurses...

i am in so much pain right now. it is not even funny. i am feeling so sick to my stomach right now. the past two days have been horrible food wise. i thought it got easier as time went on. i just...

Today has been a GREAT day!!Meeting with Dr Frenkel went well. He said to me that he really appreicated me having enough trust in him to allow him to read my journal. He said that it is very helpful....

Okay....so I'm SUPER excited about Irene! I know it's fucked up but I love this kind of shit! It's completely dark outside and the wind is kicking up already. She is moving faster than anyone...

Thanks everyone. You are the best!Spoke to Joanna just now and feel a lot better. I was not sure if some of the things regarding therapy etc that I have been suggested/asked to do were going to be...

Okay....so last night kind of went down hill. Carlos and I spoke about the session and I asked him to please give me his schedule for next week to make another time.We also had some emails back and...

Had a WONDERFUL and very accomplishing therapy session with Carlos. It was really helpful and I think continuing will help us in our relationship for life. The family lunch with Carlos was fantastic...

Thanks for the support everyone! Another increase in meal plan today.Don't know what I was thinking while choosing my meals for today...clearly I wasn't thinking. Some how I managed to put majority...

totally had an earthquake today.it was pretty sweet.i was so excited, sat there and then ran to the window. lol. i love earthquakes.everyone else freaked!then someone yelled at me to get into the...

Today has been good. I woke up still pissed off and angry from yesterday but have been positive. Increased meal plan is okay. Really full but okay.Finally had a session with my 'therapist' aka...