past few days
Good few days.
Thursday had a good and much-needed session with Joanna.
Friday I was very busy working all day.
Saturday worked all day and then hung out with Blair. Steve text me that he PROPOSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so happy!!!!!!!! And so proud of him :) He showed me the ring he got a few weeks ago!!!!!!
Sunday worked all day and then Carlos and I went to Steve's place with Champagne to celebrate his engagement to Melissa!
My sister got THIRD PLACE at the Head of the Charles Regatta- the one that fucking Mike was a complete fucking cocky son of a bitch about. And.......Mike got 5th! bwahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhaha
Had a clothes panic attack Friday night- no idea what to wear. Got very upset. Cried. Sat in a pile of clothes for an hour that night. Carlos started picking things out and was very helpful.....but with everything him or I picked out I found a flaw.
Last night I wore nice pants for once but felt huge. I felt that the clothes made me much larger than I was.
Otherwise I am exhausted! I have worked 22 days straight between dog walking and petsmart. WOOZERS!!! And I work everyday this week so come next Sunday it will be 29 days!!! I have a feeling that I won't have a full day off until Nov 6th, which I requested off for a race!
Thursday had a good and much-needed session with Joanna.
Friday I was very busy working all day.
Saturday worked all day and then hung out with Blair. Steve text me that he PROPOSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so happy!!!!!!!! And so proud of him :) He showed me the ring he got a few weeks ago!!!!!!
Sunday worked all day and then Carlos and I went to Steve's place with Champagne to celebrate his engagement to Melissa!
My sister got THIRD PLACE at the Head of the Charles Regatta- the one that fucking Mike was a complete fucking cocky son of a bitch about. And.......Mike got 5th! bwahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhaha
Had a clothes panic attack Friday night- no idea what to wear. Got very upset. Cried. Sat in a pile of clothes for an hour that night. Carlos started picking things out and was very helpful.....but with everything him or I picked out I found a flaw.
Last night I wore nice pants for once but felt huge. I felt that the clothes made me much larger than I was.
Otherwise I am exhausted! I have worked 22 days straight between dog walking and petsmart. WOOZERS!!! And I work everyday this week so come next Sunday it will be 29 days!!! I have a feeling that I won't have a full day off until Nov 6th, which I requested off for a race!
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Your work schedule is crazy to say the least. Make sure you figure that energy expense in with your meal plan - just saying.
Glad you had a good few days, you certainly needed them.
Yeah getting dressed sucks. I try to give the mirror only a short look to see nothing embarrassing is going on and then just go with it.
way to many days in a row, you may need to up your food intake a bit, you dont want to get run down. did you sign up for that many hours and days at petsmart? do you need to keep the dog walking with all that you are wlaking? just asking. wonderful to have those good days its amazing how great it makes you feel.clothes are just awful, its seems to be always a nightmare when you are going out someplace.
some days i only have two walks....so i consider that my day off
day turned sour today...went to buy new jeans. failed. epic fail. nothing fit right. i was too fat for everything. i have been eating too well this past week so I am sure i have gained like 5 pounds. i feel huge and gross. i just need to lose a few to get back into my jeans
I don\'t think that\'s a good idea, losing a few and you also know it isn\'t. The thing to do and I had to do it too is to the bigger size of jeans and accept it as reality. You don\'t have to like it, I don\'t.