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14 July 2011A day to celebrate life. A life to remember. To remember a truely amazing woman. A woman who was a wife, mother, and friend. Prue Welsh.The first time I met Prue was at a regatta for...

Home again. So happy to see my babies :) (that is pisco and the little one). It is weird being back home though. The cruise was amazing. It was so wonderful having so much one on one time with...

I am so fucking upset right now. I shouldn't be. It's so stupid. I bought my mom some really nice marmalade from the bahamas. I didn't realize it is considered a liquid. At security they said I...

Today we are in Key West. It is our last day on the cruise. Tomorrow we get backTo Miami and fly home. It has been wonderful. The ship is a lot smaller and older than ones I have been on in the past-...

Food food food. Why do we even need it. Can't someone just create a pill that will nourish your body. Nevermind- that would just make it easier to not eat and lose weight.I am sitting at the airport...

Okay so I just sent Joanna an extremely ridiculous long email. It had everything from yesterday's journals plus what is below. Yes I know in various things I am completely calling the kettle black....

I know I have written already today, but since that last journal my brain has wandered up and down many moutains. Constantly running in the wild. I have written so much this evening, more than I...

Woke up at 5:45am, 15 minutes prior to my alarm taking off. Today was Capital Sprints- the regatta that my parent's are in charge of. I had a ton of energy this morning, bouncing up and down. Ate a...

Title explains it all. Fuck this life. I know I always say it's not worth it, but damn fucking shit it sure as fucking hell feels like it today.Today has been horrible. I don't know what to do with...

Just got home from my dietitian appointment. She weighed me at 98 pounds. I weighed myself this morning at 95.9 pounds. Her's is always higher. She literally made an appointment with my doctor to see...

Yesterday was a great day. Got a lot accomplished and had a good day. Tried studying for my practical last night- failed on the studying part. So fucking clue how I did. I came out not thinking I did...

Woke up in a great mood! Well the 4th time I woke up haha. Seriously can't fall asleep at night and then wake up multiple times during the night and I have to change sheets and clothes because of my...

I am now at my parents house and was just looking At baby pictures. My mother then said to me that I have no reason to be depressed and that I bring it upon myself. It's all self made. She said she...

Throughout the day I have been constantly sitting on the verge of tears. My throat is tight because I can feel the anxiety rising and the tears forming. My stomach is in knots. I cannot seem to...

I just got really really upset and broke down for quite sometime. Mom keeps saying that I need clothes that fit. So yesterday I bought two summer dresses for the cruise and showed them to my mom...