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okay he called me back.apparently i was not paying attention or did not remember what he had told me in regards to taking the ativan. he wants me to decrease it to .5mg 3x a day verses 1mg 3x a day...

I am so nervous. Dr Ceaser asked me to call him after i met with jill on thursday and joanna on friday as to what plan we decided and to set up another appt. So i called him and told him the plan. he...

This morning I woke up in a fantastic mood! Walked into my appt with Joanna with smiles and lots of energy. Well, that got shot down pretty quickly. When I went in to see Joanna this morning, she...

What a great day!!This morning I had to wonderful opportunity to meet Frankie :) We had such a lovely time! She is an absolute charm :) We were both very nervous because we had never talked in...

i sent the last journal to my dad...he responded...carlos text me and said we are going to go to the movies...im so confuseddaddy's response:"Steff,First, everyone needs someone they can confide in...

I am going to blow right about now. I cannot contain my feelings/emotions anymore today. Maybe I should have not written what I did yesterday about changing. When I feel the way I do right now, I...

joannafirst i am going to say that i had written a long email about my frustrations, anger, etc. earlier that i printed off and then deleted from my computer so i would not be able to send it to you....

Today was miserable in session. I read her what I wrote about the past two days and then she went over the email I sent her yesterday. Some things were fine but then when we got to the last part of...

Ok and here is the rest of the shit that went on today. Also now that im above weight I'm dropping the damn boost. Joanna,I called the two psychiatrists you recommended. Dr Caesar was very nice and...

what the fuck. i finally wrote a journal and it didn't appear. i get more pissed off as the day goes on. luckily its 830 at night and i have two beers. what i said was along the lines of....FUCK...

Very productive day!!Seeing Jill today was very productive as well, though I did leave feeling very frustrated. i was so proud of my change in eating habits and had such high hopes that the scale...

Today was a very hard day in therapy. Since my therapy session on Monday I have been working my ass off. Joanna said today that even if I get to 100 pounds and am following everything and working...

This is much harder than I thought it would be. I thought it would be easy and no problem to just go ahead and eat more, but it's not. It's fucking hard. Much harder than I thought it would be. I...

JoannaI can't stop thinking about yesterday. Just now while I was in the shower I did some thinking of what you said yesterday in regards to how I am in control and I can eat more and gain weight if...

Today's session was horrible. We talked about food, eating, weight the whole fuckiny time. It was bad.My dietitian talked to my therapist and said I was underweight and am a harm to myself. She...