If you want to REALLY know what a coxswain does, listen and watch this. We do NOT just say 'row'.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XjKB4ZcWTJw
I desperately need to get back to coxing. I have to. I think if I go back I will have a chance to feel that I am good at something. Maybe.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

If that\'s what you deeply want, go ahead and work on it!
tuxedomck
tuxedomck

i dno\'t know what i want anymore Karin. I just feel worthless and as though I am not good at anything. I need to find something I believe I am good at. The one thing that I do know I am good at and I love doing is cooking meals at home, taking care of my critters...including Carlos. I was just playing with Penny and realized that I would do anything and everything for her.
deleted_user
deleted_user

Well, I\'m sure Carlos will be thrilled to be called a critter, hehe. You have your answer right there and you had it before. You should be working with animals as a full time career.
tuxedomck
tuxedomck

I just don\'t know how to get it to be a career
deleted_user
deleted_user

Ask people who have done it. Google it. Start with your own dog walking business.
deleted_user
deleted_user

Ask your Dad for help. He loves you and would do anything to help you.