unhappy. i hate my life right now.

I am so unhappy right now. I think it's my job. I'm really hating it. I hate every minute of it. I try to find the good things associated with it, but there really are none right now. I wake up in a bad mood and I go to sleep in a bad mood. I want to cry right now. That's how much I hate it. It's not fun- the person taking over for me is so bossy- I don't know what my place is. I'm so unhappy. I feel like people are walking all over me. I feel worthless and like there is no point of me being here. It sucks. I just want to go crawl in a corner and die right now. I think I may have just realized how much this job is affecting me and my life, hopeuflly when I leave things with my ED will start to get better. I have a very big feeling that this job is really not helping my emotional stability and my eating behaviors. Only 20 days left. UGH. The longest fucking 20 days of my life. Oh and I just got a response from my dietitian saying that I did a good job with what I ate yesterday (too bad I lied)- but for some weird reason it made me feel good even though what she complemented me on wasn't real. I'm so fucked up. Grrr.
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update:
I feel so alone and not wanted right now. Diane (the person taking my job) jsut started working at my desk today, it's been less than a day and she has already rearranged everything on my desk. I feel like I don't belong here- like I'm not wanted. I don't know why but I'm so upset and sad. I'm crying right now....AT FUCKING WORK! I don't like this whole transistion thing- I feel pushed to the side. I fucking hate it. I feel so unwanted and alone. It's like i"m not here- like I'm invisible. I don't want to be here at all.