AnxietyFreak40
Status: People in toxic relationships don’t love each other. They love the idea of each other. ~Mark Manson
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Have not been on again in a while although reading my last entry I did not realize almost a month had gone by. Things are still crazy at work and at home. My mom is a new drama every day it...
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Well no anxiety to start off my morning but hey the day is young. Lonely and tired. On a deadline with two computer swaps due before Friday....maybe everyone will leave me alone today so I can...
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Some times like today when I feel like crap and the anxiety is there I am just so tired of being me. There is nothing overly stressful going on. Not much has changed in the last couple of days so...
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I don't know why but I feel like I can hear the cheesy game show host in my head this morning saying ..yes anxiety freak THIS is Your Life!....and as the winner of this life you will receive...LOL...
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I have not signed in here for a while. The bustle of the holidays and getting my mom moved here to California has kept me busy. Work is busy and stressful as ever. It is so exhausting trying to...
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Things should be good. He hasn't been drinking as much and I am on a good start with xmas shopping, things are good but busy at work. So, why the anxiety? Oh that's right because I'm a FREAK. ...
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Nothing really got any better but at least I don't feel sick today.
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I guess I just need to realize that I am going to probably spend the rest of my life alone. I can't keep living like this..(or can I?) I mean no one else is going to want a wacko bitch like me so...
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I hate days like today. Woke up with anxiety..been feeling like I was going to puke since 5am. Worrying about getting sick? One of the kids was sick monday. I have already had my flu shot...
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Last night after being mean all day he suddenly became nice. Umm drinking much ya think? we managed to get through dinner and were watching a tv show together. About 7:30 he passed out. The...
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I was just reading my previous entry. I have not been on here in a long time. I know that is partially because when I am better I don't come back but this fall things are a little different. I...
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I feel like the theme for today should be circles. After all, I not only feel as though I keep going in circles myself but also in circles with my relationship. al-anon teaches "loving...
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Thank god it's friday! Hopefully I'll get back on track and forget about the anxiety for a while. Nothing as bad as a day or two ago but still intermittantly kind of shaky. I'm pretty sure it's...
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Things have been going ok...have not had much anxiety of late. Jinx! Today is awful. Feel anxious for sure but also feel dizzy. That is not normally a symptom I have when I am anxious which makes...
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monday , back to work. At least I enjoy my job. He slept on the couch again. He says he just has trouble sleeping and doesn't want to keep me up but I know that's crap. I started thinking...
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