nothing but crap
tired of feeling like crap all the time. I am shaky and tired a lot lately. Anxiety? maybe..but this feels different. I have to have a stress test on my heart in a few weeks and my counselor wants me to have a full physical...she says I LOOK tired all the time. Of course any time I feel weird that leads to anxiety anyway so how to differentiate? lol. I think I jinx myself also. Every time I start to think ...wow I have been doing really well on the anxiety thing lately...bam...there it is ...back again. Then again, that is why we are all here...all struggling with these mental and physical issues every day. I am just tired of everything...tired of struggling to get the classes I need, tired of fighting with my BF, tired mostly of always struggling financially. just venting...maybe if I get it all out I will feel better.
I have to find a better way to get through some certifications. It is the only way I am going to get a better job. I am not disciplined at self study and any of the online boot camps are thousands of dollars..I know it takes money to make money ...or so they say. Still I don't have much left of my little nest egg and I fear if I reach into it for any reason that it will never get put back and I will be screwed.
I have to find a better way to get through some certifications. It is the only way I am going to get a better job. I am not disciplined at self study and any of the online boot camps are thousands of dollars..I know it takes money to make money ...or so they say. Still I don't have much left of my little nest egg and I fear if I reach into it for any reason that it will never get put back and I will be screwed.
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Yes -- get it all out!! It allows you to set it down where you may then invest your energy on life and finding solutions.
We only have to take life one moment at a time and perhaps much of what you need to learn is available online. Just jump in and over time you are going to have this accomplished and be receiving the needed certificates. You are looking at the total of the task and feeling overwhelmed -- just jump in and begin and it will all come to you.
Health issues wear us out and there is anxiety with that also. Be gentle with yourself as you have come far and accomplished much along the way.
((hugs))