AnxietyFreak40
Status: People in toxic relationships don’t love each other. They love the idea of each other. ~Mark Manson
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Trying to just calm down so I can try and study for my exam. It's really hard to care about school right now with everything that is going on. I had to meet my boyfriends father at lunch and give...
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Maybe he is right. maybe I am the whole problem here. It's true I do not care about much of anything anymore. My lame attempts at being affectionate are deflected in theory because he has stuff...
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How do i even begin to describe the ups and downs of yesterday? I am not good at dealing with my mom and after sharing a hotel room for 4 days i was at the end of my patience. The pain level was...
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Flew home today. What an up and down day this has been. 1 am ca time i got upand loaded up to head for detroit. Tired, screwed up on the time zone but could not sleep on the plane. By the time we...
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someone get the license number? My head is going to explode...for someone who does not drink I sure feel hung over. the weather has changed over night and is cloudy maybe that's why I have such a...
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Still trying to get used to the time zone. I am very tired. My brother came also and we went over to my grandfather's house today to see what it was like and start packing things up. He must...
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I am in Ohio now helping my mom...It is such a long travel day and my body hurts like crazy. Everyone was coughing on the plane so I am trying not to freak out...I keep sneezing this morning but it...
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Alone..well except for the dog and cats...packing to leave for Ohio in the morning. Going to help my mom close up my grandfather's house. Kind of nice being alone all afternoon with no agenda...
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I went to the Chanel counter yesterday between work and school...a make up artist did up my face and I shared the pic on facebook...everyone is saying what a great picture... I just keep thinking...
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No one can get over the walls...no one can get thru them and even if they could what is left inside are broken pieces that no one would want anyway. Sometimes I think I make a friend..I think I can...
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It is a new day but I do not feel any better. I hope to be able to study some on my breaks throughout the day but it's only a quiz and in the end it won't really matter. I called the cabin last...
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yeah right, I have a quiz tomorrow...am I going to pass it? probably not. I have been in such a low state all week that I simply cannot seem to retain anything. I am anxious and cannot seem...
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This is how my journal comes out..just blank...like me
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What is wrong with me? Why am I like this? I cry for no apparent reason..and I'm sooooo tired...but of course I cannot sleep..not when the anxiety comes. Made through most of the camping...
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It's here...the dreaded camping trip. I have a bunch of books on my nook and I think I will still have cell service. Found a new android app that will show you trails in the area so that might be...
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