Is it Shark Week?

Today I am irrationally angry.  I got to work and my boss was not in this morning so I was taking the opportunity to move some crap out of our server room..and into storage.  I started getting texts from my boyfriend about paying the house payment and I just got very pissed off for no apparent reason.
I realize it is difficult for men to be unemployed.  We had already talked about getting the rent payment to his dad.  I was going to send something in the mail and he said don't..since his dad was coming down today to visit.  I was supposed to write him a check...but I forgot.  We all know whether it's the meds or the anxiety my memory is swiss cheese most of the time.  But texting me about did I take care of it...when you KNOW I didn't but I am at work and there is nothing I can do about it right at the moment is not helping.  Nothing makes me more stressed out than feeling like there is something I need to be taking care of when I'm stuck at work.
I just got really pissed.  I passed his resume on to a friend of mine yesterday.  While in this process I realized how much he had been making before he got laid off....and yet we have NOTHING to show for it.  I guess that is because he drank it all away.  I make a hell of a lot less and yet I am the only one that can manage to put money into the savings. I am sick of being the responsible one.
as my friend Kristi is fond of saying...DAMN THIS WAR lol
A friend of his has been staying with us for a few weeks....she laughingly refers to her time of the month as Shark Week.  I may not have the actual event anymore but I do still have the hormonal response.  I texted him that he better text her and check to see if it is Shark Week. LOL