catching up
Time is going by so fast. The weekend was a blur. I am down to my last two weeks to finish my project for class. It's very frustrating. The only thing holding me back is my own lack of knowledge and time...always time. I did make some progress over the weekend. I managed to get some video capture on motion detection. I also managed to get it to send a generic email. I am working on getting it to email me the video it captures but I don't know jack about python scripts so it's very slow going.
Tuesday when I got home from school it was clear he had been drinking. I guess I should not be so harsh about it considering he is still out of work but frankly I am tired of worrying about what I am walking into when I'm coming home from school. Just not sure what I'm going to do about it yet. I know we love each other...sometimes I think that is just not enough.
Class is over end of April and I am looking forward to visiting my mom in May. There have been a lot of cheap properties for sale near my mom lately and I have thought about buying one although with him not working i'm not sure how I'd swing the payment.
My thoughts were that I could rent it out for the next few years until he's ready to move there with me. I fear that by the time we are ready to go that the prices will have risen up again.
Of course some days I think maybe I'll just go now. Then I think without some kind of certs behind my name looking for a job will be difficult in this economy. Maybe better to suck it up another year and push to get at least my A+ first.
Too many projects/decisions lol...my head is always spinning.
couple that with my very busy workload lately and it is no wonder I always feel so tired.
Off to fix the next problem....happy Monday
Tuesday when I got home from school it was clear he had been drinking. I guess I should not be so harsh about it considering he is still out of work but frankly I am tired of worrying about what I am walking into when I'm coming home from school. Just not sure what I'm going to do about it yet. I know we love each other...sometimes I think that is just not enough.
Class is over end of April and I am looking forward to visiting my mom in May. There have been a lot of cheap properties for sale near my mom lately and I have thought about buying one although with him not working i'm not sure how I'd swing the payment.
My thoughts were that I could rent it out for the next few years until he's ready to move there with me. I fear that by the time we are ready to go that the prices will have risen up again.
Of course some days I think maybe I'll just go now. Then I think without some kind of certs behind my name looking for a job will be difficult in this economy. Maybe better to suck it up another year and push to get at least my A+ first.
Too many projects/decisions lol...my head is always spinning.
couple that with my very busy workload lately and it is no wonder I always feel so tired.
Off to fix the next problem....happy Monday
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