AnxietyFreak40
Status: People in toxic relationships don’t love each other. They love the idea of each other. ~Mark Manson
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Some days I'm really sick of the whole situation. It was kind of a nice day...no real stress. The kids and I were unpacking boxes (mostly books) and putting things away or putting in the "garage...
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looking back I see it's been a really long time since I wrote in my journal. of course it was my goal to write every day but that's just another pressure I put on myself. a lot has changed since...
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It's been another busy couple of weeks. Still waiting for the house to close. The weather is starting to change and we need to get moved so I can get to my warmer clothes. Still working on my...
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I suck. Seems like the day flies by and I don't get to write. I'd love to be able to say that's because there's nothing to report but hey...THAT'S not going to happen.
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Well yesterday pretty much sucked. we did not get the house we were offering on. HE proceeded to drink...loud, obnoxious,slurring...yeah great load of fun. No anxiety to speak of though thank...
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Ok, I officially suck at the whole journal thing. I knew weekends would be harder for me since I am not on front of a computer all day. I WILL get better. Hopefully we will get some good news...
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Woke up once in the middle of the night and thought I was going to be sick but I just climbed back in bed and ignored it. Woke up ok this morning and felt more normal throughout the day. Took on...
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This is it. Day one. i have tried keeping track of things in a notebook but that doesn't seem to work out for me. I work on computers for a living so maybe being web-based is the way to go. I...
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I am unable to put anything into words right now. so I thought I would just settle for my theme song of the day. You never give upI can't believe anything you sayAnd it must be my luck'Cause no...
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I am worse than alone..I have people that want to lean on me and cannot even take care of myself. someone suggested to me that he is not an alcoholic if he can go all day until after work without a...
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It was suggested I try and write down all my feelings...since It's a rollercoaster and keeps changing..I decided just to try and update it as it changes. Tues Night: Start to have a little anxiety...
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Time has just flown by the last couple of day. Couple of crazy busy days at work..no room to breathe. I don't even know where to begin about the last few days. I did not end up talking to my...
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fed Remi and gave her her medication. I was sitting her eating my breakfast writing in my journal...Remi comes to me and she's kind of gagging and gives me that look that says she really does not...
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I swear...he knows. He has this weird radar where I am concerned...always has. All week we have been on the outs...he's been snappy and I have been in no mood to take it. He always seems to...
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I'm still here. I watch each weekend and notice how most of my DS friends are away with their real lives on the weekend. I started to have an anxiety attack earlier. Why is it when I know we...
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