AnxietyFreak40
Status: People in toxic relationships don’t love each other. They love the idea of each other. ~Mark Manson
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It's been a busy couple of weeks and haven't been able to journal. I got the nook color for my birthday...it's awesome for the reading...still I was hoping the browser would be better allowing me...
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42 years ago today, while man was just about to step on the moon...I was born.
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Saturday afternoon, another anxious day. Went up to the Bay area so He could help a friend build a new fence. Leaving me at their house while they work. I guess just not enough to keep myself...
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Bad dreams..waking throughout the night. Sleep has always been my escape now, lately, I either can't fall asleep or wake with the anxiety and bad dreams. I wake, betrayed by my friends...sick to...
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Back from the mountains. It was ok...at least I did not feel sick while we were gone. How can everything always be such a mess? The 4th was just great...NOT. We ended up not speaking ...he...
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Day two of the 4 day weekend. We are heading up to the mountains today. Going up to see our friends cabin...the guys are going fishing and see how bad the damage is from the winter. The weight...
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He came home from the hospital yesterday. I have taken the last couple of days off work. Now I am behind at work and at school. I tried to work on classwork at home yesterday but had an awful...
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My boyfriend is in the hospital. I took him in Sat morning. He had been saying he hadn't felt right for a couple of days. Sat morning he said he just felt weak and actually sat around and...
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I can't say how happy I am to go to work today...NOT! Saturday was ok although I started to feel a little anxiety creep back in shortly after lunch. took an extra buspar and by the time evening...
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yes, I knew it was too good to be true. Days of feeling pretty good....almost like my old self. I guess I would feel better if I could figure out a reason. We had a very relaxing...
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It's funny how sometimes when I have been feeling good the anxiety starts to creep into my sleep. Woke up about 2am. I think my counselor is right...I am probably having a bad dream. I rarely...
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Another work week....and for a change I feel pretty good. My boss is out of the office for most of the day so I can add a little journal writing to my multi-tasking here at work. Tonight I have to...
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Yesterday was his birthday and tues the oldest graduates from 8th grade so I will have a houseful this weekend. I try thinking about it in good light but having so many people in the house grates...
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I have not been on here for a very long time again. I'm not sure if writing like this helps me at all...except maybe to look back and see how things have changed. They haven't really changed...
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Most people think that's great and start looking forward to the weekend. Me? who cares. It's not a kid weekend so we will be on our own. the oldest is headed off to Wash DC on a class trip. ...
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