catching up

I have not been on here in a very long time.  Other priorities seem to be always in my way....I guess in the end it is just laziness. I moved back in with my ex in September and true to the way our luck runs...he got laid off from work as soon as I was back.  I am still unsure about where we will end up although he has only been drinking once since I moved back.  The biggest surprise was the kids.  They will have nothing to do with me and told him if I moved back in they were moving out.  I was even more surprised that he stuck by me and our decision and told them that was their choice but they were always welcome.  They have not come over once since I moved back in and truth be told it has actually been kind of nice not having the teenage drama. 
I got an A+ in my Psych class this semester and next semester is a computer hardware class.  Bets on whether or not I am the only girl in the class??  lol.  Working for the one eyed Nazi is as bad as ever but I just smile and refuse to let her push my buttons.  I just keep reminding myself that I need this job ...for now.   I have decided though that if things fall apart again in my relationship that I am moving back to Tucson to be near my mom.  Some part of me still does not have any faith that he will be able to remain sober.  Except for that one night though things have been pretty good.  The typical rain and foggy days have had us hanging out at home playing video games and me working on my holiday knitting projects. 
Considering his employment situation we decided to only give gifts to the little kids this year.  That has been kind of nice also..not to feel the pressure of finding things for xmas.  I was stumped on what to get my little nephew until yesterday I found the coolest little interactive cars that play messages as they pass certain places in their little "town" 
http://www.sonixcity.com/
I am looking forward to my vacation from the 21st of Dec to Jan 2....just wish we could afford for me to go to AZ. 
Hope everyone has a safe and wonderful Holiday Season!
 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m in a bit of a holding pattern myself. Yeah, don\'t take no crap from others...you have only one life to live.
weinere46
weinere46

Good to hear from you again and I am glad things are working out for you. Have a great Christmas, Eric