AnxietyFreak40
Status: People in toxic relationships don’t love each other. They love the idea of each other. ~Mark Manson
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Not sure how to start today...woke up sick and very tired..of course...why not throw the bad dreams on top of everything else right? Not dreaming about him though..dreamed about me and my mom. I...
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Can't even breathe....don't even want to go home. I'm sure it will be fine tonight since the kids will be there...He will probably even be in a jolly mood and act as if nothing is wrong.
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It's going to be one of those days. I have so much going through my head I think I'm going to be sick...oh wait...I AM sick...that's why I'm here in the first place. Just gotta keep rambling...
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I am truly alone. The only person I can count on for anything is someone who punishes me for thinking or doing anything that doesn't fit with his plan. My only parent that has ever been there...
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Well it wasn't a horrible weekend but it wasn't the romantic weekend that was advertised lol. It's kinda funny though. Sure I relaxed a lot...read two whole books but it wasn't great. He keeps...
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How did August get to be halfway over already? Time goes by so quickly...and yet not quickly enough.OK...just going to keep repeating to myself ...not gonna cry today... maybe I can convince...
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Still feeling kind of blah today. I know I didn't sleep well...and I know I was having some crazy dreams but any real send of what it was about is already gone before I can get it down on paper..or...
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Feel kind of blah today. Nothing is really wrong..just feel bummed out...maybe a continuation of yesterday's ending mood? Why am I in this mood? In the grand scheme of things I guess it is not...
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Another Monday, overslept ...now I feel behind on everything although with school out for a couple of weeks it's almost like being on vacation. Trying to catch up on things I have been neglecting...
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I have not been on here in many days. As expected, it was a crazy week all the way around. The server upgrade at work continued to be a pain in my ass. Those people are such spoiled users and...
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Theme for today? Please just let me make it through this week lol.It's the last week of summer class.....I have to register for fall on Thurs. the last phase of our server upgrade at work began...
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It's back again. I know I shouldn't be surprised...after all I have had a good couple of weeks right? I felt ok when I first got up but by the time it was time to get ready for work it hit me...
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Can't seem to wake up this morning. I was sleeping well for the first in many days..er I guess that's nights lol. This server upgrade has been very stressful at work and I cannot wait for it to...
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Random thoughts.... It's been an ok weekend. No real anxiety to speak of. I actually had a pretty relaxing day with a girlfriend. We went shopping so I could spend the giftcards I got for...
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It's Friday again. I should be excited for the weekend but feeling pretty down again. I got another email from my supposed father yesterday. I originally got an email on my birthday. I have not...
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