AnxietyFreak40
Status: People in toxic relationships don’t love each other. They love the idea of each other. ~Mark Manson
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I am ok today...but the fact remains that I'm still broken...always will be. There is no fixing this. I am just tired. I go through the motions but he just reminded me that is doesn't really...
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He gets me all twisted up inside and makes it seem like I am doing something wrong. So what if I am online all the time..I am talking with DS friends not making a date..there is nothing wrong with...
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Maybe it has been all me all along. Maybe I am the only problem here. He asked me last night what I wanted to do and I had no answer. He asked me what we could do together that I wanted to do...
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Horrible night...so tired and cannot sleep..it's very frustrating which I am sure only makes matters worse.finally, 4:45...close enough got up and got a cup of coffee...maybe I can doze in the...
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These are the times that I find the most difficult. He fell asleep long ago although it is only just now 10pm. I started sneezing earlier and could not stop...pretty sure it is just an allergy...
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I think I am defective in the emotion department. My mom has been in tears over the death of my grandfather. I am a little sad but no where near where she is...it's not like any of us were close...
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Class was cancelled so I am home early..just in time to eat dinner...problem with that is that once I am full it's hard to think about doing homework. So here I am..writing away..It was a crazy...
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I don't know why this is on my mind today....I got this necklace for christmas....It's a spiral that says all the strength you need is already inside you. I was so drawn to the design when I found...
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I was too late. The police called my mom today and said they found my grandfather dead in his home today. So wrapped up in my own drama that I never even called him back myself when he called last...
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Never say that things couldn't get any worse...the truth is they always can...and usually will. My grandfather is not doing well. My mom wants me to go with her back to Ohio so see him even though...
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It's Monday again....I am sure just the start of another lonely week. I still have my guard up after saturday's incident. It's funny because since I am not mad this time...I just have nothing to...
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It seems petty to be writing about my own crap on a day like today but I just have to get it all out. Last night was awful...he went from zero to slurring in no time. Thought we were going to have...
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So for once instead of sitting on my ass saying I need to get some exercise...I actually got up and took the dog for a couple of laps around the park...ok I only walked instead of running but it's a...
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Finally, Daily Strength seems to be getting back on it's feet. It was a long frustrating day. You don't realize how you come to rely on it to be there but on days like today..it's fuel for the...
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My thoughts are the enemy. Stop feeding the enemy information. Dreaming is the enemy's way of giving false hope. Stop feeding the enemy.
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