AnxietyFreak40
Status: People in toxic relationships don’t love each other. They love the idea of each other. ~Mark Manson
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So for once instead of sitting on my ass saying I need to get some exercise...I actually got up and took the dog for a couple of laps around the park...ok I only walked instead of running but it's a...
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Finally, Daily Strength seems to be getting back on it's feet. It was a long frustrating day. You don't realize how you come to rely on it to be there but on days like today..it's fuel for the...
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My thoughts are the enemy. Stop feeding the enemy information. Dreaming is the enemy's way of giving false hope. Stop feeding the enemy.
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I had a whole journal page written here and lost it cause I am so stupid I hit the wrong button and there is no auto-draft on this site. Slightly anxious as I went to sleep last night...not enough...
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It's weds again....not that it means anything really...except that I have class and I get to be on my own for a few hours. I think he knows I have pulled back again...really been good since he...
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My sadness this morning is overwhelming. You would think that after all these years he and his true love(the silver bullet) would not be able to hurt my feelings...but I fall for it time and...
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Things turned out to be ok today. Whatever triggered yesterday has not repeated itself and although I feel very sad and lonely today I am not anxious. I have been cleaning most of the day...
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I woke to the sound of someone saying my name. no one was there. I thought maybe my boyfriend came in to wake me and tell me he decided to go to the cabin after all...but no one was there and he...
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WTF....So, it's been overall a pretty good week. I started class and I think I am really going to enjoy them without being overwhelmed. He didn't drink too much last night and we grabbed a quick...
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T G I F ...tired but it's a good tired...no anxiety ..at least not at this moment. I overslept again this morning...this staying up late is going to take some getting used to. Especially since I...
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Last night was my first class of the semester. I am always nervous about finding my class and feel like I'm going to chicken out and not go at the last minute but I made myself go and I am so...
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I wish I could say I thought this was shaping up to start of well but I'm afraid that's not going to happen. I already woke up kind of tired and worn out so having the eldest wake up early...on her...
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I actually feel pretty good this morning. Maybe I got the whole anxiety attack out of the way on thurs. lol Sitting here hoping the sun comes out soon. Feel like I can actually get my ass in gear...
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It figures. I totally brought this one on myself. I have been on edge all week..now faced with the weekend actually being here and the state of things with the boyfriends..yeah..should have...
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Finally, it's Thursday. Thurs is starting to feel like Friday since we are on half day Furlough. I guess it's too soon to say if this is any permanent progress but I feel this week as if...
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