DepressedRecluse
Status: I.AM Worthless! - I.AM Pointless!! - I.AM NOTHING!!!
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- This whole weekend, and this week, my son's last week at home before starting college, has been very anxious for me...not necessarily because he's leaving but because we don't have the financial resources to pay for rent, books and supplies. The...
- or just plain laziness? I have always worked and worked hard...I have spells when I am so tired that I just can't or don't feel like going to work...so I don't...I get some rest and then I go back...cause I needed to...I was a single parent...
- TUE.8/14 - It's my birthday, and I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry if I want to! You would cry to if it happened to you. Not doing too good today...my BP is up...I have a headache...and of course, I haven't done anything productive this...
- ... and I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry if I want to! You would cry to if it happened to you. Not doing too good today...my BP is up...I have a headache...and of course, I haven't done anything productive this WHOLE month...I did go to...
- Tue.8/7 - FRUSTRATION - Fuck...Shit...Damn...sometimes that is all I have to say...I am so frustrated with everything...I said yesterday that I was going to write about my frustration but I didn't and now I more frustrated over more things...I guess...
- Mon.8/6 - well...six days into another month and I haven't done a single thing or accomplished any goal...wish I could be disciplined like all these Olympians winning the GOLD...but alas, I am not. Anyway, I didn't come here today to vent...I'm...
- Mon.8/6 - well...six days into another month and I haven't done a single thing or accomplished any goal...wish I could be disciplined like all these Olympians winning the GOLD...but alas, I am not. Anyway, I didn't come here today to vent...I'm...
- ...went to bed a little earlier about midnight, but didn't get up until 12 hours later!...and didn't want to do that...I do have a Chess Club meeting to go to tonight and I look forward to that...but I don't look forward to getting ready to...
- Mon.7/30/12 - UGH! Well I tried...but I'm back to feeling blah!...dead...I sit here hours at a time and do NOTHING!...Yeah...I cleaned the kitchen...took out the trash....cleaned the bathroom...then I made me some breakfast and sat down to watch 20...
- Mon.7/30/12 - UGH! Well I tried...but I'm back to feeling blah!...dead...I sit here hours at a time and do NOTHING!...Yeah...I cleaned the kitchen...took out the trash....cleaned the bathroom...then I made me some breakfast and sat down to watch 20...
- Sun.7/29 - SO?!...well I only have two days left in this month and then 14 days till that fateful day in August when I begin another year of ME ....and there is absolutely no way I can get my life in order in 16 days...but I guess I can try. I...
- Sun.7/29 - SO?!...well I only have two days left in this month and then 14 days till that fateful day in August when I begin another year of ME ....and there is absolutely no way I can get my life in order in 16 days...but I guess I can try. I...
- Sat.7/28 - Ugh!...I died...my life as I know it just suddenly came to an end...okay, not suddenly...but it did come to an end...I am so anxious and out of control...and worried...and pissed...and FRUSTRATED...FATIGUED...FEARFUL...and just such a...
- Sat.7/28 - Ugh!...I died...my life as I know it just suddenly came to an end...okay, not suddenly...but it did come to an end...I am so anxious and out of control...and worried...and pissed...and FRUSTRATED...FATIGUED...FEARFUL...and just such a...
- Thurs.7/12 - Today is not a good day...i don't feel well...but it is my own fault...for the last week I've woken up with a stress headache...i did today and it's still there...my day is disrupted by my husband being home...and tomorrow my son comes...