DepressedRecluse
Status: I.AM Worthless! - I.AM Pointless!! - I.AM NOTHING!!!
Mood:
Horrible
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- why is this so hard...I have no energy...I am sick...I feel like crap and its just a crazy cycle. I have failed at everything I set out to accomplish...and I don't know what to do. the last time I ate was yesterday around noon...and I know I need...
- just tossed and turned all night until 10am...then went to sleep till about 2:30...Not a good day, but not a bad day...but not where I used to be...Still taking all these meds and feeling bad...been meaning to write this entry all day. and now I...
- so what is it? i've hit rock bottom, don't know what to do and figured that the dark season of my life is over... so now what?...what do i do do now?is this the end or beginning? what do i do now? i cant fix this...i dont know what to do...so i...
- to get over this feeling ... my brain knows what it has to do but my body just won't let me do it... I got another emotional kick to the stomach yesterday from a family member and I just don't know what to do anymore...In 2003 i started on...
- I've screwed up everything in my life...I have lost control of several areas of my life...because when it got to hard I focused on other areas and now they are all out of control...I've failed AGAIN...and I don't know what to do. I realized that i...
- Just a quick question...from someone who thinks they know it all ... Clearly I don't ...but anyway...Are there stages of depression? you know...like there are stages of grief...there are stages of life...there are stages of high blood...
- I really think I've hit rock bottom and I don't know what to do...and...I am NOT an addict....I have lost control of everything in my life...and I NEED TO BE ALONE!!!I don't want to hurt myself or anyone else...I just need to get back to me...I am a...
- ...and I think it's going to be long night!!!...After the discussion we had Tuesday night...I think he's finally starting to get it...but with that comes an excuse to use, of course...I think it wa sthursday morning, when he was getting ready to go...
- I got home from school this evening and the shit hit the roof! and this fool is SOBER!!!... I get it..he's mad but hell it's his fault!!!! I didn't do anything except treat him the way he treats me!!!!apparently whats good for the goose isn't good...
- This is how bad it has gotten in my little world...I've come up with a mathematical equation...y'all ready: F to the 4th power is equal to D Frustration x Fatique x Failure x Fear = DepressionWell?
- only this time he's 'sober'...I am shaking...my BP has spiked...I have a headache...and if I were an alcoholic...I would be drowning my sorrows in a bottle of Jack Daniels!!!
- I really don't know what to do anymore...I am so frustrated...that I don't know what to do...I've been up since 10:45...just trying to clean up one room in my house...and I can't finish...I've put all the clothes away...except for the socks...I've...
- http://www.dailystrength.org/people/292559/journalhere is a journal update written to my addict husband...just a little background really quick ... I got home from visiting a friend of mine who is in some really big trouble... I had a headache...was...
- why do binge addicts go and use as soon as they are confronted with the cold hard truth? my addict husband can go for weeks sometimes months without using...then...as soon as he is confronted by me or something else with the cold hard truth...he...
- ok...so twice now...on two seperate occassions I have tried to post this "update" thingy...let me see if i can do it now...i don't think it's depression but then again what do I know right? ... well here is the situation...i went through a bout of...