DepressedRecluse
Status: I.AM Worthless! - I.AM Pointless!! - I.AM NOTHING!!!
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- LISH = LIFE IS SO HARD!!!!A word coined by my son's youth group last summer!!!! wow....such knowledge from such young adults...I have so much to do and I cant even get one thing done...or it takes all day to do one little thing that should only...
- Gloom...Despair...and Agony on ME....Deep dark DEPRESSION...excessive MISERY...If it weren't for bad luck...I'd have no luck at all...GLOOM...DESPAIR...and AGONY on ME!!! I just don't know what to do anymore...I am so frustrated and anxious that I...
- UGH!...I am so Frustrated right now....had a very long week last week....and now I am just drained.... completely drained of any little energy I had stored up... I went to bed late last night but woke up early today (5:45)...I just laid in bed...
- I did go...I did talk to my dr...I am still SICK...and she gave me new meds.... I want to document my visit in a journal entry...but right now I just don't have the energy to do anything...and I still have SO MUCH to do...but I ain't doing none of...
- ...of being SICK and TIRED!!!!!!That's what I am telling my doctor today...I have an appt this morning at 10:45...Been up since 3:30 and actually got some / a little bit of cleaning done... but I still don't feel well....ok...well I guess I'll talk...
- I CAN'T BRING MYSELF TO DO ANYTHING....TO FEEL ANYTHING....TO CARE ABOUT ANYTHING....MY MIND IS RACING...EVERYTHING I HAVE TO DO....HOW TO DO IT...I CAN EVEN SEE IMAGES IN MY MIND OF DOING THESE THINGS...SIMPLE THINGS ...LIKE FIXING ME A...
- about anything? I can't get interested in or focused on anything...I have so much that I have to do...but I don't care about anything....I don't have any feelings....except for anxiousness and anger....I'm angry at myself...and at the world....and...
- but it didnt last...not good...just okay...today i HAVE to go to my moms house...my bp is through the roof...my energy level is depleted ,,,my anxiety is right up there with my bp...i couldnt sleep last night...overall I just feel like crap!i forced...
- guess I thought wrong...I took a shower on tuesday...and I thought I felt a tiny bit better...I ate a little...talked to my mom - THAT had me trembling with anxiety...but I was able to calm down after we hung up...talked/joked a little with my...
- only now its worse...went to dr got new meds and feel like shit feel worse....I don't care...about anything...I have absolutely no feelings...???none...zero....zilch....just sick....my heart is racing...can't sleep at night....and during the day I...
- I can't take care of myself - how am I supposed to take care of someone else....I was thinking the other day, Doctors TREAT people, Nurses TAKE CARE of people...I want to be a doctor....my mom was a nurse all her life...and I do mean ALL HER LIFE -...
- I am sick....and I just get sicker...my allergies are kicking my ass today...I have been sniffling and SNEEZING all day...and I still am...my eyes are burning and I can't control my body temperture...either sweating my ass down...or freezing to...
- My whole LIFE is a mess...My house life is a mess...My work life is a mess...My finances are a mess...EVERYTHING IS JUST A F'ing MESS!!!!Sorry I keep posting all these pointless posts...I just tend to ramble when I have SO MUCH going on in my mind...
- I don't feel good...I've been taking my meds as prescribed a whole three days now...and I feel worse than I did before! (Is that normal?)I am depressed, anxious, restless, exhausted all at the same time...I have no energy...no strength....I am...
- GLOOM, DESPAIR, AGONY on me...Deep dark depression...excessive misery!!!....If it weren't for bad luck, I'd have no luck at all....GLOOM, DESPAIR, AGONY ON ME...I'm still sick....I'm DEPRESSED...I have ANXIETYI am FRUSTRATED, FATIGUED, FEARFUL, and...