DepressedRecluse
Status: I.AM Worthless! - I.AM Pointless!! - I.AM NOTHING!!!
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- and more depressed than ever...i hate this rollercoaster...i got back on it during winter break and haven't been able to get off...barely made it through the spring semester...and now it's just getting worse...when i have something to focus on like...
- for the last four weeks i was dead tired and exhausted from studying 24/7 for exams and then for finals....now...i don't have anything to do...I'm bored...and i think I'm slipping back into depression mode....i don't like this feeling...my last day...
- i'm horny as heck...and i'm in a sexless relationship....i love this man...but...hate that we no longer have a relationship....we don't talk...we sleep at opposite ends of the bed as far away from each other as possible...in 2009 we only had sex...
- I had a horrible nightmare yesterday...in the nightmare my son died a horrible death in my arms...when he died, i just SCREAMED my lungs out...and when I woke up and realized that it was just a nightmare....I just SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT AGAIN...WHY?...
- My relationship has been seriously strained for a very long time...and I keep trying to keep it together and make it work...the problem is that he's not working on it, helping, or even trying... He is an addict...he has stolen from me, cheated on...
- I just joined this group and don't know if this is the right place...but here goes: My relationship has been seriously strained for a very long time...and I keep trying to keep it together and make it work...the problem is that he's not working on...
- six montha ago my SO left to go get cigarettes at ten o'clock at night and ended up relapsing and trading MY truck for drugs...showed up the next day at about 4 o'clock in the evening claiming that he had been looking for my truck which was stolen...
- i'm back to feeling like crap...just go up and down up and down...i took my son to leave on his weekend trip, then took the family to run some errands, then came home to....NOTHING...my SO isn't here, don't know where he is, and don't feel like even...
- and absolutely NO ENERGY or INTEREST in doing it!!!!AARRGGHH.....this is so damn frustrating!!!!i don't know what the heck to do!!!!!....DepressedRecluse
- i posted this in another group...but now i'm thinking maybe i should have posted here so i'm reposting it here...ok so my SO betrayed me deeply this past aug because of his drug addiction...he didn't cheat on me but what he did did leave me deeply...
- ok so my SO betrayed me deeply this past aug because of his drug addiction...it took a while but i have finally gotten to the point where i forgave him and am ready to move on with our life...but i don't know how HOW....i think he pushed me away...
- i can't seem to get out of bed...yet if i sleep all day, i get a freaking headache...and i don't feel like doing anything that i have to do...just watch tv...i haven't washed the dinner dishes, i haven't put the laundry up, i didn't go to...
- ok...so here's the deal...I have everything going my way...i'm back in school (start class next tuesday)...i have everything i need (a place to live, reliable transportation, a small income)...but YET with all the things i have...i can't get the...
- I LOVE CHRISTmas...and I know very well what the true meaning for CHRISTmas is...and I love celebrating Advent and Christmas Eve with my church family...and this year (this evening as a matter of fact) for the very first time I will be participating...
- Hi everyone...I haven't been here on DS in a while, but yesterday I had a terrible migraine and it reminded me of the support i get here so here i am again...what is the deal with these headaches? Man, i can't even lift my head off the pillow with...