DepressedRecluse
Status: I.AM Worthless! - I.AM Pointless!! - I.AM NOTHING!!!
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- ok guys, so it started out saturday, i had a small lingering headache all day....it wasn't bad until i went to a piano concert, that evening...right before the concert began, it just started pounding and getting worse....the music wasn't loud or...
- hey guys, why do i feel like this...my 'family' calls, and i don't answer the phone...then they get mad...they feel that its imperative that they tell me their problems (so i can resolve them) but the truth is I can barely resolve mine...so i don't...
- it sucks because i made it through a hurricane, 3 weeks without power, and 2 months without cable/internet service; and not once did i even have a slight headache...NOW...the hurricane season is over, the power is back, and the cable/internet...
- I cried on Sept.11, 2001 and i still cry every Sept 11th since then....but i was also asked this question by many, and for a long time i didn't have an answer...earlier this year, i found this post on a website by some man named robert wells, and...
- I really don't know what to do...i don't know if my fiance' just doesn't love me anymore, or if i did something...we have been together for 5 years, living together for 3 years...and he is just so distant...we don't have physical or verbally abusive...
- My fiance' has been doing good, but he has a lot of issues/triggers right now and i'm worried...he hurt himself at work and has been on workers comp for three weeks now...he's the only one with an income right now, and today, we are going to his...
- i have been blessed with an incredibly intelligent son...he is 14 now (15 in 24 days)and just started his freshman year at school...he has been writing his introductory papers for his classes and i am a little disturbed by his writings...in two...
- i had a real rough last night...i couldn't go to sleep...i lay there tossing and turning...and thinking of all the problems in my life....i laid there tossing and turning for a good 2 to 2-1/2 hours....man...i thought i was going...
- well, i guess my headaches/migraines have found a reason to come back...i have been under a lot of stress lately, and the only way my body knows to respond is with a migraine...it started thursday evening, and just got progressively worse, woke up...
- hey guys, haven't been here in a couple of days because my internet has been down...but i'm back now...and i have a dilemma....soooo...my best bud from college, sent me an email, she wants to get together and wants to know when i can make...
- is there a problme with the site tonight? i just tried to log on for about 45 mins...i had to reset my password and it sstill wouldn't let me in...then when i did log in i tried clicking on home and it logged me out!!!! wtf???anyone else having...
- if you read my journal entry you'll see what i'm talking about...my mind is literally racing at 200 mph and i can't get it to stop or slow down....it's not depression, is it anxiety? or whatwhat is anxiety? is this the opposite of depression or...
- okay so i've had a pretty good weekend...not great or anything but it was okayso earlier today, i'm surfing the net like i always do now, and just started to feel sad, worthless, like a failure... so i went to watch tv...and forget about me...now...
- i'll be having a birthday soon, and don't really mind turning the big ole 41, but do y'all think 40 really is the new 30, 20, or is that just a bunch of hooey, commercialism, whatever? just wondering? -DR-
- ok...i'm feeling a little frustrated and overwhelmed today. i have a lot to do and a lot that i want to do, but i just keep going in circles....I SCREWED up my son's enrollment at his High School of choice...now i got to fix that, I SCREWED UP and...