DepressedRecluse
Status: I.AM Worthless! - I.AM Pointless!! - I.AM NOTHING!!!
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- and i just wanted to find out what y'all thought about it...now i have been going through this depression thing for a while now and don't have the confident self esteem that i had lets say 9 years ago...when is the last time i remember really being...
- the job that i applied for and interviewed for back in Dec...is now posted again at another site...the interviewer sent me a letter saying that they had chosen another candidate and that my resume would be kept in their files for six months...so...
- i feel very sick...my blood pressure is sky high...and i know what i should do...but i really don't want to do it...does anyone have any suggestions for bringing down my blood pressure without going to doctor...thanks-DR-
- i'm really sorry about posting this here, and i must have reached a new low in my depression but i feel really stupid right now...it takes a lot for me to go to the doctor, i want to be a doctor but i don't like going to doctor's for...
- hey guys, other than writing and YELLING here on DS, how do vent or express your feeling out in the real world? the other night, i was driving home, and some jerk cut me off like i wasn't even there...he turned onto my street...so i flashed my...
- and that scares me...i've been dealing with this depression thing for about a year...i don't understand how depression takes away my desire to care...my relationship with my boyfriend is slowly wasting away...i still love him very much, but i'm...
- i'm not really a plant person, but this year for christmas i bought a poinsettia plant...well...now it's dying...kinda like me....but i want to bring it (and me) back to life again...so instead of worrying and posting about me and i wanted to see if...
- i know it takes time, but i'm just tired of being tired..i'm trying to make this a good year, one day at a time and its just not working...anyway, i HAD to force myself to go do laundry today at the washateria...and i just hate people...or don't...
- again, its the 2nd week of the year, and i feel sick....sick, sick, sick, i have no energy to do anything...not even take care of MYSELF...my relationship is in the toilet and i'm getting to a point that i just don't care anymore, i'm not willing to...
- if you read my previous post that'll explain why today i decided to read from a little book that i have called 'One Day at a Time in Al-Anon'My 2009 resolution comes from the reading for today 12/31 in that book....Again I resolve to live the coming...
- okay i had started this post where i was telling the whole story and then it got canceled....so...real quick, now...my fiance is a recovering crack addict...his last relapse was in May, 08....in his mind he's been sober since then, in my mind...he...
- i'm posting a resolution for myself in each of the Support Groups that i'm in...so, for migraine headaches, i resolve to continue to prevent my migraines by taking something before i get the headache..as i described in my 'holiday relief'...
- HELP ME...MY RELATIONSHIP IS FALLING APART AND IT HURTS!!!I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.....-DepressedRecluse-
- i'm not sure if i should post this here or not, but i don't know what to do anymore...as i've said in some of my other posts, i am in the LACK-O-NOOKIE boat and can't seem to get out...i love my fiance' and i want nothing more than to show him how...
- i just wanted to send everyone on this group some happy thoughts and wishes for 2009...2008 has been an unusually hard year for me, and i suppose for others here as well...but the good news is that it is almost over...and while it was hard, i...