DepressedRecluse
Status: I.AM Worthless! - I.AM Pointless!! - I.AM NOTHING!!!
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- I'm sick ... i'm tired....I'm frustrated...I'm depressed...I'm just so tired of everything sucking...I'm tired of feeling this way...I'm tired of not caring...because I don't...I'm tired...I'm sick of recovery...I"m sick of everything and everyone...
- yes I am sick again...i hate being sick...but I am sick again...I was sick earlier this year...and started to get over it...now I'm back in that place again...where I am sick...you know what I'm talking about right...that sickness that doesn't have...
- being a loner? wearing black? not particularly liking people? liking guns? wanting to be in darkness? Yes...I do have a heart...is it my fault that I feel for the Adam Lanza's of this year? ...they are defined by their actions...horrific, atrocious,...
- I need to get away...I really do...I'm not depressed, suicidal, or anything like that I'm just TIRED...tired of LIFE!...this life is so hard...and I am just tired and want to get away from everyone and everything and remember who I am!I am burned...
- Hello...earlier this week I wrote the "This is Gross" post ...and I will not burden you with the details of that post...I do however have something to say...but first...I have to run to the bathroom-again!!!...BRB...ok...so I am back...back to what...
- ...but I have to tell some and I figured it may as well be someone I don't know and that doesn't know me since it is gross, disgusting, and utterly embarrassing...Ready?...OK here goes...A few weeks ago, maybe a couple of months ago...I defecated on...
- 5.OCT.12 - WELL? ...here we are 5 days into OCT and where am I? Nowhere...sitting here writing this journal entry here on DS...but I guess its better than doing nothing...I went to a open share meeting last night and it was great but I just don't...
- 5.OCT.12 - WELL? ...here we are 5 days into OCT and where am I? Nowhere...sitting here writing this journal entry here on DS...but I guess its better than doing nothing...I went to a open share meeting last night and it was great but I just don't...
- 5.OCT.12 - WELL? ...here we are 5 days into OCT and where am I? Nowhere...sitting here writing this journal entry here on DS...but I guess its better than doing nothing...I went to a open share meeting last night and it was great but I just don't...
- Hello...I'm back...still struggling...but I am back...and now I am struggling with something else that I guess God has put on my heart...anyway, i am going to ask a rhetorical question...I think...I've always wondered about that term 'a rhetorical...
- Hi! I read a yesterday, and had a completely different reaction than I think I should have...I will share more about my current situation and reaction later but for now, I just want to say this...For the last few weeks/months I have been struggling...
- sorry i am going to sound like a whiney butt...but i am struggling...struggling through life and withgod...i have been unable to sleep tonight...just tossing and turning...and thinking...thinking about how bad i am...lazy i am...ungrateful i am....i...
- I don't have no energy, no motivation, no nothing...If I take my medicine, I don't feel well...If I don't take my medicine, I don't feel well...I just feel like CRAP all the time!!!...This SUCKS!!!!
- This whole weekend, and this week, my son's last week at home before starting college, has been very anxious for me...not necessarily because he's leaving but because we don't have the financial resources to pay for rent, books and supplies. The...
- This whole weekend, and this week, my son's last week at home before starting college, has been very anxious for me...not necessarily because he's leaving but because we don't have the financial resources to pay for rent, books and supplies. The...