DepressedRecluse
Status: I.AM Worthless! - I.AM Pointless!! - I.AM NOTHING!!!
Mood:
Horrible
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- but I also hate this time of year...i'm all for Merry Christmas and the happiness and joy that this time of year should bring to everyone...young and old...so why am i also so f***ing depressed and overwhelmed with everything that I have to do and...
- okay so my addict husband and i had a discussion today...not really about him per se but about addiction... he says that because addiction is a disease, the addict does not choose drugs or alcohol over his children, family, etc...it makes sense, but...
- Sorry guys, its just that I always come here when my addict husband relapses...and I benefit from all the other people who apparantly have it worse that me...but surely...surely there have to be addicts and families who have successfully worked...
- i just found out that my then 16 yo/ now 17 yo son had sex for the first time last week...with a nice little girl that he dated last summer....i'm torn...because i feel for the girl and her parents more than i do for my son...i had hoped he would...
- Hello...just want to let you know that I'm writing this just to try to calm down...I am very angry right now and need to bring my anger level way down before I go to bed...also, i just took my blood pressure and it is 194/124 with a pulse rate of...
- my addict BF...threw one out of left field at me yesterday when he got home from work...i know things have been strained between us but still...it hurts...he told me he was going to go stay with his brother for about a week so we can both get some...
- why? i have a million things to do...and all i want to do is SLEEP...went to bed before midnight last night and slept till 3 this afternoon...now i have a head ache! and don't want to do one of the million things i need to do...why am i like this...
- I hate being such a procrastinator...I STILL have a whole bunch of things that I need to do and some of them are really important...but I just can't stop putting them off!...I hate being this way and it just makes me more depressed...does anyone...
- ...i know i have a lot of things to do....but it is just so overwhelming...i have to organize...i have to study...i have to clean...I have to figure out how i'm going to pay for everything...i have to work on all the little goals i have...i need to...
- this is not a gigantic problem or really a problem per se...it's just that I don't really understand it...I don't like to talk on the phone...i've always been a bit shy, reserved, private, basically anti-social....don't think that I'm worth it...if...
- i've met some people here on-line that i can talk to sexually....and i've done a pretty good job at cyber-sex...so what's the problem you ask....well....while i can come up with some pretty sexually explicit writings and fantasies in my head....i...
- which usually leads to me being depressed....i finished my summer 1 classes...with a b in algebra...and an A in trigonometry....now...i'm bored.....i finished class last week...and have been doing nothing but sleeping....i hate being bored....cause...
- ok...so i know i have to work real hard to keep from being depressed...but i don't know what this other problem is and i don't know where to post it so i'm posting it here and hopefully someone will direct me in the right direction...here it is...i...
- everything brings me down...boredom...money...shopping...all those things that supposedly make everyone else happy...just brings me down to a place where i'm not happy..why is that? what is about depression that makes me/us dislike everything that...
- UGH!!!i have a lot to do...but don't feel like doing anything...i ate breakfast...it didn't help...i just can't get rid of this depressed feeling....i feel like crap...i feel sick...even if i'm not sick...i'm tired and all i want to do is...