vader
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- I am going to come across as being very nasty.Since the 20 months of Brads untimely death..my friends in seattle have enguilfed me with all of these self help books on Postivie Thinking.And I tried to follow every one of its methods.But i want to...
- I have decided to take this whole week off and not go out.One of the reasons is that I have been on the go for 20 months.I never truly mourned Brad and since he would have been 51 this Friday,this week is the time to do it.How I plan to go out is...
- On January 22nd,2011 it was 20 months that I lost my Brad.He was the love of my life and it all went wrong.Brad began to have problems and he got to be very abusive.He treated me terrible and i believe that he wanted to hurt me but in the end Brad...
- I am on abilitfy and it has made me sick.I am suppose to take it in the morning and i always do.You have to eat with this medication and i cant take it with coffee.I can only take it with water which I always.But today after a half hour..I grew...
- Saturday the 22nd of January was 20 months that I lost Brad.And it has been a brutual 20 months.I lost friends and I almost lost the house,but with the help of my neighbors I am keeping it.My councilosr recommended grieft therapy for me and i tried...
- my best friend and I are different from day and night.We are just two different people..but she told me the other day that she has got a rare kidney disease and she has to go into the hospital.I have known her for 21 years and I met her in the...
- On January 22nd,it will be 20 months since I lost my Brad.It was one of the most horrible days of my life.Brad was almost dead when I found him.He died in my arms and I will never forget it.And for 20 months I have been a virkual prisoner in this...
- Tomorrow is the beginning of the New Year.It has been a rough two years.But with the fantastic people at Daily Strength I have pulled through and I am making plans for a trip back East.I havent spend Thanksgiving in New York since I left and so Next...
- it has been 19 months since the death of my Brad.It has been rough but I am surviving and I am planning a trip to the east coast as of next year.But here is a question that I am having trouble with and I would like some advice.How do you give...
- It is Christmas Day in seattle.It is raining and I just came back from Starbucks.I had a bagel and coffee and cried.This is my second xmas without my Brad.And it hurts.Brad did not like Christmas and he never celebrated his birthday.On his birthday...
- It will be 19 months on the 22nd of December that I lost my Brad.Now I have a problem and I would like your advice.The other day i got a call from someone who knew Brad and he was bothered that Brad hasnt called him in quite some time.When I told...
- Monday it was 18 months since I lost my Brad and and it has been a real trauma.I loved Brad and he was not perfect,but he was my best friend and at 63...I am alone and there is noone that I would want to date here.The men at the dance were very...
- Dear other woman my name is vader and i am writing to you because i want you to know (if you dont) that Brad is dead and he died like he lived very mysteriously.He began to talk about you and talked about you constantly.He would say how wonderful...
- The pain of Brads suicide is still hurting me and it is getting so intensive.Now a great deal of people are saying things to me and some of it is hateful.;One of my friends told me that Brad deserted me and i am better off without him and this...
- my boyfriend Brad committed suicide on May 22nd,2009.I found his body and it wasnt pleasant.All I can say here is that it was very bloody.And in a way,I blame myself.I wish I could have been there for him more often.And I do regret it now.I regret...