vader
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- On Friday it will be three weeks since I lost my Brad.I have learned that Brad was having a affair with another woman.So far.she hasnt contacted me at all.She hasnt even called.Could it be that she doesnt know? Why do I want to meet her? I want to...
- Why are all bi polar people misunderstood? Why is Jay Leno and Jimmy Kimmel making jokes about us? Is this funny? After Brads suicide...it is now.Bi Polar can be very,very serious and Brad did not take his medication.I take mine everyday and when I...
- i HAVE TO WRITE THIS COLUMN.I found another note and it is heartbreaking.Brad told me that this is my fault and that he didnt love me anymore.He called me a freak and a retard.He went on about the way things used to be.He didnt want to live in the...
- Brad never believed in astrology.Nor did he believe in ghosts.Brad always told me that there was no evidence that the spirits of departed people haunt the living.But I have to tell everyone since he died...2 weeks ago..I FEEL SPOOKED.AND EVERY...
- It has 2 weeks ago yesterday and some of the responses here have been unbelievable.One of them asked me.."What did you do to Brad.?" What did I do? Why is this my fault? I have a good year cause I was cured of mental illness and I am doing the stuff...
- It is 2 o clock in the morning,Seattle Time.I am up as usual trying to make due of the events of two weeks ago.It was such a horrible scene.It was like CSI...but when I found my Brad..he was in the yard....he was nude and he had slit his wrists.Brad...
- dO YOU KNOW THAT MEN GO THRU A DEPRESSION AT MID LIFE BETWEEN 40-49? Do you know that sometimes the doctor tells them that they are bi-polar?Do you know the signs? BRAD WAS SENDING OUT SIGNS..HERE ARE SOME OF THEM..Number One-Brad began to drink...
- Today is a special day.Today my little Tooey is 10 years old and she is the best cat that I ever had.And today I found a note written by Brad and it is the most heartbreaking piece of note since I heard about the death of Elvis.Number one-Brad was...
- Brothers always had a psychic feelings for their sisters.A brother and sister relationship is one of the rarest in the world.It is a myth today that some relationships have violence...it wasnt this in my family.Frank always respected me and he loved...
- Thsi column is for all you men..WILL YOU PLEASE TALK TO US WOMEN.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I MEAN YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE THE HEAD OF THE HOUSE..BUT IF YOU HAVE PROBLEMS...WHY DO YOU TAKE DRUGS,SEE THOSE DIRTY MOVIES AND CHEAT? CANT ALL OF YOU OPEN UP AND TELL...
- This column is hard for me to write.But i have to inform everyone in this fantastic group.Brad was just recently disagnosed as bi polar and on 5/22/09 my boyfriend Brad committed suicide.All of this is my fault in a way.I was nagging him to get help...
- It will be two weeks since Brad has been gone and frankly my feelings are hurt.Brad was leading a double life and for some reason never discussed things with me.Brad did not like to talk and was very withdrawn the past few months.If I talked,he...
- Vader is here.She sang at Karaoke tonight.The song was "Its My Party....Its My Party was recorded in 1963 by a very talented singer Ms. Lesley Gore.Lesley was 16 and she had and still has the voice that captured the whole 60s generation.The song is...
- People today can be very cruel.If you backslide in Jimmy Swaggarts church...well..let me tell you this...they dont treat you nice.I am being shunned now.That means the pastors have told people not to talk or associate with me because of my sins.They...
- Brad will be gone for one week this Friday.And it was a horrible thing for him to do.I thought that I knew him.We were together for 13 years and now I am finding out information about him and it makes me wonder.Brad in the end was turning against...