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- I had to wi=rite this column.I have to get my thoughts out.I may lose the house because all my savings are gone and he doesnt want to lower the rent.Brad and i found a lovely house in the Greenwood section of Seattle.It is a wonderful...
- I had to write this column.I joined a grief therapy group.I went twice.And the reason why I quit i found out that the leader did not have a masters of psychology.She wasnt even a teacher.Her husband was in real estate and she didnot work.She...
- I Am in a very bad depression.Things have been building up on me.And I would like to really talk to some people,but in seattle...I cant.Doesnt anyone notice that noone TALKS NOMORE.......I MEAN WHY THE SILENCE/ AND WHY IS EVERYONE ON THEIR CELL...
- The other day i decided to go to counciling and the minister really tried.This minister really tried and he said something that has really upset me.He told me in a special ceremony and amoung people who knew Brad that Brad "had a lot going for him ...
- LAtely,I have been hearing this phrase over and over.But what does it mean to "get over it". What does the doctor mean? Brad and I were together for 12 and half years.He committed suicide on 5/22/2009 and the trauma of finding his body and the fact...
- has anyone experiecned weird dreams since taking abilify? I have been having dreams of flying and the ocean.I was told that you when you dream of the ocean you are running away from your problems.But what is the dreams has oceans and horses and you...
- I hope that I dont come across as being down right nasty.But I do feel that this topic is important and it is one that I would like to address.I wrote about this in my other group..but i have noticed and maybe all of you will also that lately when...
- This topic is going to bring a great deal of criticism.But what do people have got against crying? I mean...is it because crying is associated with bad events and the death of Michael Jackson? Is is because crying is associated with and as a sign of...
- To all you wonderful people at DS i want to thank you for all of your kind advice during these past 8 months..I am trying to get my life together.I ahve put in my allications to 7 different places.I sianged up to be an Avon saleswoman and I signed...
- ever since Brads suicide...guess what? He was so right.All of the people that I have trusted have deserted me and one does not even call.And this is the reason for this column..How does someone help a survivor of sudden death? How does one confront...
- On May 22nd,2009 8 months ago today I awoke to find Brads lifeless body on the grass in our house.He had commited suicide.And because of the wonderful people i Have met in Daily Strength I am being helped with this trauma and grief.i still...
- There is a group of people that are living now that I am extremely worried about.They are nice people yet noone has written or talked about their problem which will become more and more apparent since the entire population is aging.I am talking...
- Ever since the death of Brad almost 8 months ago,without the exception of Daily Strength...I am finding oppostion when i talk about it.Why? Brad committed suicide and i need some support.So what happens?Noone wants me to talk about Brad...they want...
- In august of this year it will be six years that I lost my Frank and the loneliness that I have had since his death,it just doesnt end.And I dont know how to cope with this....when does it end? When will I stop waiting for the phone to ring? When...
- First of all I want to thank everyone at Daily Strength.DS has helped me during this 7 and half months and I thank them again.Once ina while in a lifetime you meet someone who inspires you.It can be a person or a neighbor or someone who you meet out...