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- Friday it will be 5 weeks since Brad killed himself.When I tell people who havent seen me in ages,....they always ask my reactions.Bi Polar 2can react to a crisis like this postively or negatively.I will list mine because no person should go thr...
- I have got bi polar mania Number two and I have got a weakness.I like those instant scratch tickets and so did Brad.I dont go out of the way to get them,...but sometimes when i am upset I do blow a few dollars on them.I have realized this.I will...
- Yesterday it was one month and what a month it has been...I am finding out that Brad had a secret life and he kept it secret from me.Brad was changing.He was becoming someone that I did not know.And I was always depressed and cranky.Now that he is...
- I had to write this update.The doctor just told me that I am doing very well.My case manager and i did all of the paper work and he is going to help me get my bus pass and he is going to help me stay in the house.The lease has my name on it.It has...
- Today it was one month that I lost my beloved Brad.After this fiasco and all of the bull that has followed...I made a promise that I would share my experiences with Daily Strength...NOONE SHOULD GO THROUGH WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH AND IF I CAN HELP...
- Happy Fathers Day ! Today is the day that we honor and respect fathers.My father died on 11./1/1987.Daddy died one month after my 40th birthday and It was a big trauma for me.My father was the greatest person and here are some of the reasons why.......
- Like i stated on Monday it will be one month since I lost Brad.But I have to share with you all this experience because it happened last night and sophie doesnt believe me.It was 4 o clock in the morning.I heard a cats meow.The strays come to my...
- i have been writing about the death of Brad all because little ole me doesnt want anyone to go through this private hell that I am experiencing.It was such a trauma.And now I am just being to go out and do things.I didnt know that Brad was...
- Monday it willbe on e month since Brad took his life and it has been such a big trauma.The cats have been ornery.Kramer just did number two on the carpet which I cleaned all morning and little Tooey just coughed up a very big hairball.They were...
- I have been diagnosed with Bi Polar Mania 2.That means that under this..I can do real stupid things.but here is something that I am learning from my mother..I love to buy those scratch tickets.Now I dont buy a whole lot of them..it gives me a thrill...
- My late grandfather always said that sometimes our dreams and goals can turn into ashes.On 5/22/09 mine did.I still dont know why Brad did this.His brother,nephews and nieces are in shock.We are picking out all of our brains.Why? Is a person like...
- It will be 4 weeks on Monday that Brad killed himself and why are so people meatheads? Some of the words that they have given me have been so unbeliveable...Here are some of the comments."You will find another guy." How do they know? I was with Brad...
- Next Monday it will be 4 weeks that myBrad killed himself.First of all..the 12 steps has told me to apologize again because lately my mouth has been running off too much.I am not like my favorite person,Edward I Koch..but people here have been...
- Has anyone noticed when a woman becomes a widow a great deal of people come over and tell her to get a roommate? What are they implying? And here is my message for all of you young people...Just because I am 61 doesnt mean that I am going to wind up...
- fIRST OF ALL...YOU ALL ARE A SUPER GROUP AND WITH ALL OF THE SUPPORT..I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER.bUT I HAVE BEEN trying to reorganize my life and when i found Brads notes...I was so hurt.Brad hated me in the end and he told me so.He told me that he was...