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- On the 22nd of August it will be 15 months that Brad killed himself and I am trying to live everyday and it has been a struggle.First of all at the present time because of my leg I cannot work.I cannot stand for hours at a time and I am really...
- In have to share this with all of Daily Strength.The answer was just underneath my face and all these months I have been complaining.I qualify to host a foreign student! I called The University of Washington and have been really busy.I have been...
- One of my pet peeves is the guests on all these talk shows.Some of them are ordinary people whom life has dealt real tragedy and some are some of the very rich and famous.But there is something I want to say....what do they mean when they say to...
- Tomorrow is August 1st.It will be 6 years that I lost my beloved Frank and noone told me that this pain does continue.The minister told me that "it gets better in time." Does what get better? How I am I doing? Please do not ask.As I am behind in the...
- i have to tell everyone the lastest tragedy in this life.My cat Tooey who was 11 years old died on 7/20/2010.I have been feeling awful because right now I am having severe financial problems.I took care of Tooey I was always buying her toys and I...
- Someone told me recently that grief is a black emotion and it is .You see even tho Brad has been dead for 14 months on the 22nd of July,I am in very bad pain.All of my friends have abandoned me and noone calls or comes over.All i have are my cats...
- There is a new support group that I am going to join.It is called emotions anonymouse and i would like to share.They have got 12 steps and one of them is this...if you have offended anyone in your life you have to ask for forgiveness.i am asking any...
- Yesterday was July 4th and i was very tired.I was crying all day and I have been very tired.The holidays can be brutual and you must learn to accept them when you are alone.Well,today is 7/5/2010 and I feel wonderful for i did something that noone...
- I had to write this column.It has touched a nerve in me but someone asked me today how will i spend the July 4th Holidays.And I replied,,,,"In grief".It was 13 months on the 22nd of June that Brad took his life.It was 13 months that I held his...
- When I was growing up and going to Saint Annes which is in the tiny town of FairLawn,New Jersey.I was raised by the Irish nuns.They were so strict.And when I was a little girl...a classmate lost his mother and all of us kids went to the funeral.It...
- i have had a very terrible month for June.I injured my leg on the 8th of June and wound up in the emergency of the local hospital.My leg is still killing me and i cant walk well.I use a cane and the pain is great.I had trouble again.I raised the...
- I had a date the other night and I dont know what to do.He is a very nice person but he has got a teenage son.His wife dyed in childbirth and he choose to raise his son alone and now I am wonderfing if he is the right choice.His son is 14 years old...
- When Brad took his life he has left me almost penniless and i dont know if I will be living at the house much longer.I cant afford it.It is the middle of the month and I am broke.After i paid the rent...I was broke.That money was all I had and I...
- I want advice.I was just recently disagnosed withBi Polar Mania 2 and guess what? I am now spending money like water.I dont know what to do.I spent on this and that.Now I am broke and wont get more money until tomorrow.I am concerned! Does anyone...
- When I was a little girl going to Saint Annes in fairlawn,New Jersey,the Irish nuns taught me a lesson.It is called Speech.Speech are words and sometimes people say things that hurt people and this can sting any of your relationships for years.So I...