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- Next week,it will be 3 months since I lost my Brad and today i am having a very bad day.I have been crying cause i do miss him and at this state I have got no one to talk to.Brad was always there.And when i found his lifeless body on the grass at...
- I want to tell my friends that I am bi polar.But now with all of these hi profile cases I am so afraid of being rejected.L:et me tell you what has happened.Ateenager had a fight with his mother and he stole a police car.It was involved in a high...
- It will be 3 months on the 22nd of August that I lost Brad.I am finding out so much about him and much of it is like a Hollywood movie.First of all,he lied to me about his nationality.He always told me that he was French and German.I found out on...
- I am still in shock from Brads suicide.It has totally devasted me.But I must go on for myself and the cats and i am in the process of looking for a part time job.However....today she was just so cruel.Why do people have hoof and mouth disease? Why...
- Saturday August 1st will be 5 years that my dear brother Frank died.And yetFrank told me to live my life and to do the things that I have always wanted to do and do them with him in mind...but today i am at the computer and the tears are streaming...
- Yesterday at 3 0 clock I said goodbye to Brad.The tears were flowing down my face as his brothers,sister and nieces and nephews gathered round this wonderful place.Brads ashes are in The Wishing Well.He always wanted to be not near a lot of people...
- It is Wednesday,July 22nd,2009.It is two months since I found my brad deadin the yard with his wrists slashed.AWhen this happened,I couldnt at all believe it.It was like being in a movie.Brads body was stiff and I knew.I knew that he had taken his...
- wednesday will be a bummer.It will be two months.The doctors have told methat i am doing well and I realize now that Brad was so sick.The day before he died.I found blood in the kitchen.There was blood everywhere and i did realize that he was going...
- Wednesday it will be two months since Brad took his life.It has been a total nightmare for me and I am trying to live the rest of my life without him.Brad did not leave me a note.I found a note later.He told me that he was sorry and that he loved...
- iI have bi polar mania number two and it has been 30 years since I lost my temper.The date was 1955.I was 8 years old.I was being picked on again at recess and i got angry.I yelled at the girl.She in turn went to the nuns and i was called into the...
- Today it is 7 weeks that I lost my brad and the things that I am finding out about him makes me wonder if he was the person that i spent 12 and half years with.Why did Brad lie to me? Why was he pretending someone that he wasnt? Why all the lies? Is...
- Friday is the 3rd of July and this weekend if JUly 4th.July 4th was always a big event in my house and daddy and I would go and see the fireworks.It will be 6 weeks since Brad died and people have been worried.This is one of the reasons why I am...
- Friday it will be 6 weeks since i lost Brad.The emotional support that some of my neighbors have been fantastic..but here is a question...whereare friends when we need them? This is something that is overwhelming me.And how do you make them at 61?...
- AfterBrads untimely death of 5/22/09,I made a vow that once or twice a week i will share my experience with everyone at daily strength because noone should go thru what i have been thru.Friday it will be 6 weeks and the grief is almost...
- I have to write this column.It is important to me.I have been writing and rewriting the past few days.Friday it was 5 weeks.Brad was put on lithium to help his depression.Brad told the doctor a bunch of lies and they were.He wasnt in bad financial...