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- I* have been bi polar for some time now and have tried many medications.But this medication isnt working and i would like to have suggestions what to do.Every since i have been taking it,I have been awake all night and I sleep during the day.I also...
- The doctor that I go to wants me to forget and go on with my life.Can anyone tell me what does this mean? Does it mean to go on living the way that I have been or go try to meet new people? I am 63 years old and I have had friends all of my life.All...
- My father died in my arms on November 1st,1987.He was 71 years old and spent most of his life in the hospital due to a injury.He was in the hospital for prostate and was operated on but told the doctor that he wanted to go home...he wanted to be...
- I am writing this column about a subject that is dear to me.It is called Personal Safety...so many seniors today dont practice it and I am writing this column because my friend was mugged at the atm in broad daylight right after the funeral! She...
- The doctor doesnt like my taste in music and this bothers me.Why is he so concerned when he sees me just once a month? I am 63 years old and i grew up in a house where music was loved.My late grandfather played the cello and violin and my late...
- It will be 17 months since Brad has been gone and I have been seeing The Ghost Whisperer.I have to relate what has happened to me cause I think that the dead watch over us.I always shower every day because Brad hated any type of body odor.I know...
- what do you say about the approaching anniversary? It will be 17 month of the 22nd of October.And it is killing me.I am depressed for days.Now my therapist told me to meet new people.How? I have tried.I dont drink nor smoke and I have never smoked...
- I am beginning to realize towards the end of his tortured life that Brad did not love me.He was having an affair with this dancer and he was paying her rent also.There were several women that were together with Brad but now I realize this...Brad was...
- today is the fall equinox and the start of fall.It is the time of a new harvest and yet today I am stmied.You see 16 months ago today I found my Brads body in the yard and I knew he was dead.I held him in my arms and he gave up the ghost and he died...
- When I was hospitialized the doctor asked me if I had any persons to contact if someone should go wrong.I told him no.And I will tell you why.My brother lives in New York and he is paying a big mortgage.I dont want him to worry and I did not want...
- I have to share this story.It is about work and when a group of people work together there is also great conflict.But what if one of your co workers has a sudden death? How does a co worker who dont know the person sitting next to you say? This is...
- I havent gone to church in Gods knows when.I am a Creole Catholic and I was raised different.but I find that organized religion of any kind is rude crude and full of hyprocrites.I saw the minister the other day and what do you think he said to...
- I am so confused.I dont know what to do.I have got BiPOlar 2 and i am on abilify and my mental health provider told me when I start to feel good not to take the medication.Is this sound?I want to know? I am off my medication now and right now I am...
- The minister told me that sunday it will be 15 months and he wants me to "get on with my life".Does anyone know know what this means? I havent got a clue.Brad and i were together for 12 and half years.He was like a big lug and he was lovable (when...
- There is a pattern of people in my life who leave without any explanation.The lastest one was someone whom I dated for a long time after the death of Brad...he told me to have a "nice weekend" and he has never called or I havent seen him since.Does...