vader
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- today was the worst day of my life.I not only have abad case of a very bad cold but today i bumped into people who knew Brad and they did not know that Brad had died.One of them told me that she dont read the paper because the news is too...
- i found Brads diary.It was full of hate towards me.Brad was very much bothered about the age difference and wanted to have children.He never discussed this with me and I have been crying all day because it was full of hate.He called me the old...
- The saying that time heals all wounds is just a saying.Only time does is make you aware of the realization that the person is not coming back and you must learn to deal with the stress of life everyday.I know.40 years ago,the love of my life married...
- anyone who said that time heals all wounds is full of soup.Everyday I suffer in silence as i view the spot that Brad took his life.I have tried postive thinking and being cheerful.I have tried megamega vitamin therapy,vitamin c and such...they do...
- I had to write this column.It will has brought tears to my eyes.You see,my Brad began to cut himself after the death of his father and this is why all men and woman should talk openly.What do you do if a mate,spouse or friend cuts themselves? Who do...
- I am writing this column with tears running down my face.You see many years ago a friend of mine was brutually murdered.This happened to change my life and for years I kept this to myself.What do you say to the friends and family of murder victims?...
- I am writing this column and will come across as a man hating woman.But i have notice in all of my years of working that men do and act in bereavement differently and I want to know why.I want to know why men do not cry and pretend to be strong...
- To all who have bi polar...there is hope.It is calle d abilify and since i have been taking it...I have been like a new person.Gone are the crying jags and thoughts about sex.Gone is the rage that i had towards my mom and now I realize this..Mothers...
- It will be two years since i lost my Brad and I am finding out more and more about his secret life everyday.I am in a very bad depression and i feel so low.I feel like everyone has abandoned me.Suicide is a big taboo.Yet there are books,movies and...
- In May,it will be 2 years that Brad committed suicide and I still am having all kinds of problems.The first thing I noticed about suicide is the stigma.Noone wants to talk to you.It is like you do not exist.Brads death was not my fault.You cant...
- I had to write this column.This "words of comfort"been asked my several peop-le since the untimely death of Brad and i would like to know what it means."What are you going to do now?" And what does it mean? My name is vader.I am 63 years old and I...
- The doctor told me to go out more and not spend so much time in the house.He claims that I can make new friends and friends after 60 is very difficult.But i did have a date and it was a disaster and i can see why many widows and widowers second...
- My name is vader.I am 63 years old and old enough to be anyones grandmother.My boyfriend of 12 years committed suicide on May 22nd,2009 and all of these months have been hard.If it wasnt for the great people of Daily Strength...i wouldnt know what...
- My name is vader.I am 63 years old and old enough to be everyones grandmother and I am in mourning.On May 22nd,2009 my boyfriend of 12 years committed suicide and it has been one slow ride to hell.Suicide is a taboo and noone wants to talk about...
- I am going to come across as being very nasty.But sometimes in grief a great deal of close friendships can be lost and it happened to me.One woman whom I will call Olive used to be my shopping buddy.We were close and had coffee once a week.But since...