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- This column is a message to the media expecailly to that idiot of a Geraldo Rivera.Every time there is a high publicized crime Rivera and all these talk shows hosts blame the bi polar people.This is sickening and this has got to stop.We cant blame a...
- Brad will be gone for one year on May 22nd.And what a trauma it was! I held his lifeless body in my arms for 10 minutes and then I called the police.I knew he was dead when I saw him.Before he commited suicide,Brad was drinking heavily and he was...
- It will be one year on 5/22/2010 that I lost my Brad and everyday I still cry and i have been told to get on with my life and that he never loved me.This not true.Brad and i were having problems and some of them couldnt have been solved even with...
- I was recently diagnonsed with Bi Polar Mania 2 and It has been a very bad effect.I have been spending money like water and I cant save no matter what.The price of things in seattle has gone sky high.It is getting so expensive to live here now and i...
- I had to write this column.Tomorrow in Mothers Day.Motjhers Day is a day where we honor our mother and all hard working women everywhere and it is one day that I celebrate even tho I am not a mother.My mother died on 6/17/2003.She was 84 and in a...
- I have noticed when there is a death that people tend to pull away from you.It is like you have cooties.Why? Why all of this disrespect? We cant have this? Lets have people pull together and; have total understanding.
- On May 22nd,2010...my Brad will be dead for one year.And what a year it has been! It has been chatoic and as usual I am having real bad money problems.Brad left me no will and I didnt know what his wishes were.He also left me limited funds and I...
- On the 22 nd of May,it will be 1 year that I lost Brad.And with the help of all of you wonderful people at daily Strength...I am finding that grieving can take a long time and the people here have given me wonderful advice.Some of them have become...
- I had to write this column.The people on this site are wonderful.You have helped me during this year and I am so grateful.But I had a fight with my so called best friend.She wasnt there last year.Noone was.That scene is being replayed over and over...
- I had to write this column.My boyfriend committed suicide on May 22,2009.Brad was 49 and we were on the verge of splitting up.In fact,he was very cruel to me and was hitting me day and night.But before he killed himslef,Brad admitted to me that he...
- I stopped blaming myself.It will be a year on the 22nd of May.He was all I had and i do miss him.I miss his big arms that he used to hug me with.I miss the way that he called me honey.I miss the way that he cleaned the house and i miss him.The...
- I was just disagnoed with Bi Polar 2 mania and I have noticed that since the death of Brad I have been spending a lot of money.The medication is expensive and i dont like to take it.I havent been able to sleep good and this is what worried me.But I...
- I had to write this column.Brad told me this would happen.As a child,I was very lonely and this was in the 1960s.I had a very happy childhood because my father in the summertime took us on these trips.He was a very good father and since then,I have...
- Has anyone noitced when a person is in mourning that they tend to spend more money? I am spending money like water and it is frigtening me.I mostly buy food and stuff for the house,but this is getting to be silly.Any suggestions?What should I do?
- On June 17,2010 my mother will be gone 7 years.And when she died,I didnt feel shock at all.I was expecting it.We all were.My mother was a very difficult person to live with.Believe me.She was very opinioned just like Archie Bunker and all i can say...