hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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I am scared about me relationship. I think that it is falling apart. With my depression and anxiety I feel like I am loosing everything. The room is spinning right now and I don’t what else to do...
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I am already starting off my day on the line. Suicidal thoughts have been fluttering, and not trying to figure out how to use my car. My hear hurts a lot. I am now on lithium and klonopin and I an...
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The feeling of cold surrounds me as I walk in to the warmth and comfort of my home from the hospital. Today has been frustrating so far...my mother and argues over the smallest things some times. It...
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Just watching a show before going to bed after a long dayToday I had classes back to back then doctors appointments and a family session. Then we wrapped the evening up with a group session where I...
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I have officially one night in this facility and I am beginning to see a change in my behavior. I am very frustrated at my mother's lack to silence her during sensitive situation. I am the patient...
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I am in the hospital now beginning my attempt to become feeling better. I have to email my teachers and give them my notice of absence. Some of this doesn't make sense to me. They said that they...
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God...I never thought that maybe prayer could solve some of my issues. My dad, too, has not the more recent past, however, the other night he told me to look to god; to prey. I find myself praying...
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I was finally feeling up to hanging out with my boyfriend yesterday, but to make it feel more comfortable am not sure how my mom came along too. I am not sure how much this is going to go on for....
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I broke down and had an anxiety attack in front of my mom againg this evening. We went to see a movie and that was it. I am so sad. I don know that I am supposed to be doing here. I am worthless...
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I went to the doctor's office this afternoon and got some more answers. She took me off of the Xanax and the Valium and put me on something that she thinks is stronger during the day and then she...
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I have always loved food. The taste and the sensation I gain from eating something, especially a new and delight dish. Now I am afraid to eat. When I go to eat I consume massive amounts of food both...
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Tonight I found that it is going to be very difficult to vomit here at my mother’s house. It is like going through rehab. I am not doing so well. My mom and I talked about my suicidal thoughts...
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It's Thursday. That always brightens my day because that means that I am done with school for the week. No I have to go into the weekend worrying that I am going to fail my two exams on Tuesday. I...
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Still worrying about the same old things. I told m dad what has been going on last night and he was very understanding. I broke down to him. He seemed to be ok with what I was going through and I...
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I broke down today. That was something that I have not done before. I haven’t been driving because of the xanax that I am taking. My mom picked me up from school and then picked some things up...
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