The feeling of cold surrounds me as I walk in to the warmth and comfort of my home from the hospital. Today has been frustrating so far...my mother and argues over the smallest things some times. It runs in the family. I appreciate her ability and passion in what was once her house and now our home.We pick my brother up from the airport this evening and I am so excited to see him. He was the last one that I broke down to before all of this drama happened. She was so sweet and supportive, with his hippie undertone. I see him as a comfortable person to talk to when I need a support system. He has lived with my father just as long as I have and he knows what to expect from the livelihood of a depressed person. I have never considered Lucas one of my best friends, but in the last three years we have grown closer and I feel as though I would do anything for him in a time of need. It's getting more and more frustrating not is able to drive. I have things that I need to do too, just because I live here doesn’t make life that simplistic. I need things for my space I want to make myself more comfortable in my living area!My dad took me to Target today to get something’s. I was able to finally get my prescriptions. I look forward to going back tomorrow and getting more for my home. I liar more and more every day that my family is so generous and supportive of the illness that I am going through.Other than everything else today was a good day!Goodnight.