hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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Today so far I went to the Nurse Practitioner and the Healer. I am trying to begin to believe in the spiritual part of this treatment. The NP refilled my medication but wanted me to see...
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I woke up this morning really early, 5:30 am. I couldn't get back to sleep so I went to 24 hour fitness. I don't know, I don't think it helped my anxiety or depression. Maybe I wasn't on there long...
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Sometime I don't trust myself with myself. I feel inadequate to others around me. Others preach their ways of living and not being depressed or anxious, but I cannot follow the rules of others. I...
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I don't know who to turn to. I feel so depressed and anxious, all of the time. I have tried to tell my mother but she doesn't listen to me. She simply brushes it off with a "think positively." I...
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I don't know what is wrong with me, but I am becoming different again and I can feel it. I want to sleep through the days but I am too anxious to do so. No I find myself with nothing better to do...
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Today was somewhat uneventful. I drove around with my mom and dad and I looked a houses to buy and to rent. the rewarding part of this was the diner afterwords. After the tour of greater Denver area...
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Yesterday I got a phone call from Martin+Osa and they extended an invitation to hire me. I don't start till the 16th but still I have a job now. This has made me so happy! I can't wait to start and...
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It is sad to know that I cannot feel what is going on around me. I cannot go forward without having this feeling of being pulled back by some force. I want to start to maintain a journal in a book on...
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I don't know what is wrong with me. I can't stop shaking, damn this lithium. I am over these drugs. I can't take it any more. All I want to do is sleep forever. I have this passion to do so much but...
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I have been fighting myself this enire time and I cant seem to put that stop to it. I don't know how to find myself. Who am I? Why do I have to go through this? I can harly type because I am...
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i just learned that my car is going to be $2600 in the repairs that they are doing. Then I hear that more work needs to be done at over $1300 more. I am so stressed about that, but I know that I...
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The days are so much easier now. I am feeling so good that I am going to go up to Gunnison (weather permitting) to spend time with my dad, Chi and Ti. I cant wait to go and see them and hang out. I...
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Today was wonderful. I graduated from the Porter Hospital program. It was my mom's birthday and we went out to dinner. I am feeling somewhat down today. Maybe i was the end of he Porter Program or...
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Today was a great day. Today I felt wonderful and I cooked dinner for my mom drove my car went to a job interview and Lucas made first in his cooking exhibition. I am looking into new cars online to...
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Sorry I have not written in such a long time. I have been in impatient for the last four days. Don't worry it was for nothing bad, the drugs (depacote) that the doctor gave to me were toxic in my...
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