hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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I fell like my life is crushing in on me. I must this or that my mind tells me. I feel like I am stuck here in a life where nothing is going to get better and all will fail. There is no solution to...
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The depression will start soon. Every weekend I get depressed because there is nothing here for me and there is nothing for m worth. On the weekends my depression exceeds normal because of the...
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Still extremely depressed. I try not to show it to my mom so she doesn't get depressed too. Last night I almost killed myself. I drank (or tried to) an entire bottle of wine and then my plan as to...
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Things are not good. Since when do I feel uncomfortable in my mom's house? As if it is a stranger's house and you're afraid to sit somewhere or touch something... afraid to hardly move, and god...
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This week has been so up and down. I hate the facet that I don't know ow to cope with what is going on. My brother is here at my mom's house and it has become really awkward.I looked forward to...
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Today I felt depresses. I loved the fact that it snowed. Yet I still find myself depressed. I want to buy more things. I don't know why. I drank too much tonight... goodnight.
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I feel so sad today. The day hasn't even started and I feel depressed and anxious. My hands are shaking and I keep crying. I feel an urge to end life. My worthlessness causes this. I am on this earth...
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Today was a depressing one, yet it was one of the greatest days. I did all of the things that I wanted to and while I was in the middle to doing those things I was feeling immensely depressed. My...
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My family is in town. This is always a stressful thing one must go through. They are only staying two night and I love them all so much. Lately, things have been different. My brother is with us now...
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Today was not such a bad day. In fact it was a good day. I got my dair cut at Aveda and thenI went to my doctor's appoint where she geve me some more medicine that should help my anxiety and my OCD....
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In my office again wishinglife was away. Today there are a ton of people in the office because ofthe funding process. I wish everyone would just go away. i dont want to be here and I a shaking. I...
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I am dreading going to the psychotherapist tomorrow. I don't want to go, I simply don’t like this man. And if I feel uncomfortable with him how in the world am I expected to trust him so much with...
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Things were frustrating today. My mom took me to the mall...on a Sunday. Everyone was there shopping for needless things an bumping into each-other. I am always frustrated around masses of people. I...
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Yesterday I had a great day! I don't know why...it just worked out to be that way. Today I feel off. I am hot and cold a lot. I am cleaning a lot today, there is a lot to get done! I feel good...
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My illusion of self-content is constantly blurred by the thoughts that run throughout m mind. There is nothing simplistic about the human being. Nothing. The inconsistencies that I go through on a...
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