hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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Are we able to choose the paths that we wish to lead? In some respects I am sure this is true. For a number of choices, though, I know I would choose otherwise. Anxiety and frustration has gotten the...
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Again, in my office behind closed doors I write my feeling through this digital brain. I find that my computer is my friend. In fact ia msure that this machene knows more about me than I do about...
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So far today has seemed different. I spent last night at my mom's house and it was ok... Because of the medication I am taking and because of my past experiences I feel uncomfortable driving. So my...
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My dad lives four hours from my apartment in Denver where I go to school. Once I was driving and I began to feel as though I was outside of my body. I started to speed more and more; while I know...
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I am at my mom's house now. I feel badly that I seem to be invading her space but I know that she loves me being here. I am so excited that I feel more relaxed. I don’t know if that is an attribute...
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In my office...again. I am about to go home to pack some things up and go stay with my mother at her house. I think getting away from the masses of people surrounding me may be good for me.I just...
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I can't believe that I slept through my first class. I feel all over the place. I got some messages from people and I wanted to clairify what I mean when setting and meeting my goals. It is not that...
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I can't end what I have begun. My life has turned into something that is different at the time being and i must cope with it. Soon I will find something that will calm me and for now i must deal with...
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I went to the doctor today. I was excited to maby find something different that may work better for me. I told him about all of my concerns, including my mania and my aggressive driving. Whenever I...
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What scares me is that I see that acomplishments of the people surrounding me. I have hit my peak. My goals as of now have been met and I don't know what to do. I have the best grades I have ever had...
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The day has staarted alright. Granted it is only 9:34 in the morning and all I have done is go to the doctor's office. I went there this morning for bloodwork...again. The office is connected to the...
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I've been told one of the numberous methods to settle depression is to maintain a journal. I suppose I have and, now, will continue to use this as my "digital diary." There are so few things that I...
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