hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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I know that it is late to be journaling but I have to do it. Even if I get just a few words out that is all I'll need. I am so tired and I jut took a Xanax so I will be out soon. I will write more...
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Has it become a fad to be bipolar? Did I miss that news tip? Now with the pop stars coming out as bipolar, most popularly Britney Spears, more and more we see people who are young with bipolar...
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My dreams are beginning to become outrageous. Last night I dreamt that I poisoned my younger brother and then I killed m self after hiding the entire scene. It is so scary to think think these...
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I suppose that today was a good day. I went an got my hair cut and styled. Then I went with my mom and her realtor to look at some houses they had pre selected. I had fun doing it but it also wore...
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Maybe this is the last time that I will journal from my office. I am now officially resigned and loose from the student government. However, the fact that I am still in my office is a stressful fact...
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I am writing from my office again I am gathering my things that are personal and are no longer needed due to the fact that I am no longer president. It still makes me really sad and depressed that...
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I never had the meeting with my councilor and his boss and my new councilor. Chad went to his boss and told him that I should stay in the group and that the only reason that I am leaving is because I...
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Chad and I fought again for about two hour today, which is a total waste of time. After this I went to the program coordinator and asked for a change in councilors. Jay said that we would set up a...
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Today was a very interesting one. First I got up and had rice checks and candy in my bed while watching will and grace. I eventually got up and ready for the day and I took Sammy for a long walk....
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Today my anxiety level is higher than most. I had a pretty intense panic attack this morning and my mom had to comfort me. I went out with my dad today. we looked at houses around the Denver area...
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I am writing from my ofice at Student Government, probably for the last time. I feel really depressed. Group got out early and I just came here because i have an appointment with my psychiatrist at...
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This IOP is so exhausting, sorry for not writing. It is really refreshing to be around people that understand my situation and it is giving me help at the same time. 5 days a week and almost all day...
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This morning I went to the IMAX movie theatre. I learned more about the seas of the world. I was going with Melissa but she was not responding to me by text message or by phone and I was getting...
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Today was a good day. I went to the Zoo with Melissa and her sister and her little sister's friend. We were there for about 4-5 hours walking around with so many people because it was the free zoo...
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Today was day two of my intensive out patient program. I think that I am really getting some good skills from it. It's also nice to be around people in a similar condition as me. I think that I...
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