hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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So I got through my first week of school and I survived. I can't believe that the firs is over. I think that I am actually going to get through this. Although I should be reading my sparknotes on my...
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I feel myself moving back into a depressive state. I don't want to tell my parents because they are going to push me, plus they are simply over it. I need to do better and be stronger. If I fall...
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School Begins tommorrow morning at nine and I am getting more and more nervous about what to expect from my professor. She is Lucy McGuffey and I love her she is the best instructor I have ever...
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I am spending so much money that I dont have. Is this a sign of an increasing manic episode. Oh dear I hope not. Last night I went out with Jay and Katie and some of their friends. We went to...
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Today I went to the people's fair with my mom. It was just her and I. We spoke minimally about the new and upcoming school year. I think it is because I am more confident and ready as I every was...
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Oddly enough I have really changes my status. I know that I needed to kic things into gear so I can graduate college and begin teaching here in Colorado. I will still have a degree in Political...
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I am going to visit the Red Rocks Community College today. I am somewhat excited about going to the new school, but it seems like a step down for me as it is a community college. I am going to the...
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Things are getting better with the mood. Although, my doctor thinks that I should go forward with the ECT or Electro Shock Therapy. I think that it is an irrational thin to do and I think...
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Today I went to the home and garden show with my mom I think that I am going with my dad tomorrow. This evening I went out with Rachael and her mom and mom came with. I was having so much fun with...
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I am not sure what is going on in my life lately. There are always butterflies in my stomach and I feel the urges to hurt myself. I think about it at all times and I don't know how to handle the...
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I told myself that I was going to journal by witing in my book from now on, but this is safer and much more convient. I am so bedressed. I am in school now for the spring term and I am so tired all...
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I have not written in my journal in awhile because I bought a beautiful leather bound journal that I can carry around with me everywhere.
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I have been out of the hospital for a while ow and I am somewhat sitll depressed. Some of it has gone away but yet most of it still lingers there. I don't know what to do about it but allow it to...
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I am back in the hospital. I am being discharged today so I am just waiting for my dad to come and pick me up. I am kinda nervous to leave but I know that it is time for me to try and get out there,...
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I am feeling better today but I am getting really anxious about my school work. My teachers are very supportive of my however they will not meet with me, mainly because it is the summer and people...
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