hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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Last night my dad and step mom got in another argument. She is not pulling her weight in the household. They were separated all night, dad and I went upstairs at about 10 and he told me that he may...
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My dad and my step mother are fighting again. I am sure it is about money and what she is expected to do in household chores and cooking. I know that does not sound great when trying to look into the...
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I don't know what else todo this morning. I should do my homework but I am just sitting in front of my computer trying to think of where I want it to take me. I found myself here. I don't know why I...
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Things are beginning to get better as time goes on. I went to the interview at Loveland ski area and I couldn't do it it was a group interview and I didn't really realize how far the job really is...
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I am getting better I think that it might have to do with the fact that it is now the weekend. Next weekend I am going to visit my brother in Durango CO. I am going with my dad and I think that this...
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Things are getting somewhat better. I am excited to go to my interview at the ski area tomorrow afternoon. I really hope I get this job. I wanted to volunteer at a local high school to train myself...
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Today I volunteered for four hours at the museum. Tomorrow I go to school for an hour or so then to tutoring. I have an interview on Wednesday afternoon at Loveland ski area which is about an hour...
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I am so lost. I keep googling "suicide" and "xanax overdose" I don't know how to get the thoughts out. this is not like every day, I can handle that, this is so different. This is intense. I'm not...
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I went to the hospital this morning. I want to get all of my discharge summaries so I can gage where I have come from in the past three years. I also would like to start writing a summary journal of...
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I am at home sick today. My step-mother and step-brother keep coming and going but they leave me alone when I come into the room. I find myself really lonely. My dad hasn't gotten home yet and he is...
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I am taking well over the dose of Xanax as I should. I want to get out of here. I dont want to do this anymore. Xanax releives me from the resraints of life and the stresses of it. It provides me...
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Things are beginning to crash again. I don't know what to do I don't feel like I can talk to my parents because I think that it is going to be seen as me bitching about my feelings. I have no friends...
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I am constantly switching between my main paper journal and this online journal. I feel that it is easier to write here and I have the support of people that are expierencing some of the things as I....
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I am going to Chicago this coming Wednesday. I am going to visit my botchie and other family members. I am somewhat panicy about the entire thing. Luke my brother trys to compair hisself to me all of...
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Wow. I have not written in quite some time. I am done with school now and have the rest of the summer to do whatever I'd like to do. I am tanning now. I go to Darque Tan about once a day. I know that...
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