hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
Mood:
Good
Offline
-
Have you ever taken the time to look back on old journals and think... "this is disturbing." Well, I am doing that right now. I was so sick I couldn't type correctly! I honestly cannot believe I was...
-
I take medications that effect my body in different ways. I have always had side effects from these drugs. Recently I have begun dating and opened myself up sexually to other men. I enjoy sex and I...
-
Tomorrow I return to work after the weekend and the fourth quarter starts. Which means a new seat and schedule. I ma supposed to be assigned to a seat next to my friend Aieda. Everything has been in...
-
I was so high on anxiety during that move-in day I could not move! I could not move! This was something, leaving home for the three-hour drive to Colorado Springs to attend the University of...
-
I don't know what to write, but I want to write something. I am sorry I have. It journaled here in a while. I thought it easier and better to journal on tumblr, but the support here is profound and...
-
I am depressed again and I don't know why. I am assuming that it is just that time of the year when I am down in the dumps. I am not depressed seasonally, I am depressed at all times. I don't know...
-
I took 25 20mg Valium. I tried to go to sleep and not wake up. This was a Sunday night. I called my mom spent the night in the emergency room. My brother told my dad which done nothing. I am...
-
Where else to go from here? I have a job that I am thinking of ditching and living with my mom while finding something. I'm so sad to even thinking of changing. This company has been so good to me,...
-
I know what this is calling for, and I know that it's horrible with to make, but I wish I had a deadly premonition like this in a long time.I always though that this would be a subtle and peaceful...
-
Today I was able to manipulate my mom in going me my car back, which has been sitting in the parking lot of my apartment complex, where i also work. At least they know I had staid for the long term....
-
I don't know what to here, trapped und watcful eye. I can't go to the store or to my apartment for needed items. I'm staying with my order for me to get better at this point I don't know if it's or...
-
I'm getting increasingly tired and it's eating up my day and my relationships. This is the depression going into full throttle. I want to take tomorrow as a sick day, but i know there's a lot of...
-
I am at work right now, screaming inside my head. I don't know what I am doing here. I don't know i an doing and if the work is correct. Everyone tells me that I am doing fine and I wouldn't get...
-
its been a while since I have written here. This is a helpful group to write to. I feel as though I am struggling in life with my depression and anxiet. It has effected me more and more recently. I...
-
I haven't felt this low in a long time. I keep thinking of suicide, how to do it, where and when I don't want to trouble or offend anyone. I want to be alone I don't want to talk to anyone. I have...
dd