hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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I hope that someone who is reading this can help me. I really want to move, I want to start something new! I want to move to Chicago. When I am not near my parents I seem to do extremely well. Plus I...
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Katie left Denver this morning after having breakfast with me. She is going along with Rachael to California to look into upcoming wedding arrangements. I was surprised and delighted to hear that one...
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I agreed to meet with a friend here in Denver on Sunday. Although there were circumstances that held her from being able to see me and it was one after the other. I wish I knew earlier in the day...
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I know that I am obsessing but I hope to God that I get the Volvo tomorrow. The leather needs some good cleaning alone with the dash boards and consuls. He told me to call around noon so I think that...
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The other day I hit a car that hit another car and the only one damaged was mine. The hood was smashed and the bumper almost gone with one of the headlights. I went with Chi to look at trading the...
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Something hit me this morning. What if it is not the urge to die that is bothering my, but maybe it is time for me to disappear. I wish that I could have the strength and guts to leave and not look...
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In therapy today I talked shortly about my dependency on xanax. I think that she took it as a message that I was trying to tell her I am addicted to xanax, which are two totally different things....
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I went to the body shop this morning and they told me that the damages were mostly aesthetic and there were no damages to the radiator or the other parts of the car. The worry that the man had was...
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I want to say watch what you wish for because it can be pretty true either way you see it. For the longest time I have wished for a disease, for something to distract me from the problems of my...
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Today I see my primary physician's assistant for help with my nausea and vomiting. Something that I may add to the list is this horrible heart burn that I experience many times each day. I am excited...
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I have finally completed the paperwork for the Social Security department. I'll be sending it our VIA mail tomorrow. I am feeling alright this evening. Alright enough to write. I am watching the...
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I am at the museum again volunteering. I am alone at the front desk. I don't know what else to say. Things are going well. School will stary in less than a month and I dont know if that is the reason...
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Now my mom is making me feel bad because she says that she is depressed and wants me to come over to her house. Today is one of those heavy feeling days here I am irritated to simply talk on the pone...
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I had a good NYE. My mom and I drank some great champaign and had good food. Sleeping in that bed though was somewhat uncomfortable. I washed my sheets and everything at my dad's this afternoon so I...
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I woke up early this morning 6:30am to meet the comcast man somewhere in between 7-8am. They're not here yet and I do hope they do come since the tv with problems is my dads bedroom and I don't want...
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