hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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Today was a good day. I spoke with Jay the coordinator of the Intensive Out-patient Program for bipolar people. Funny thing is I have to wait two weeks for an interview to get into the two week...
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Last night I actually did it. I began cutting myself in my car after buying the razor blades. I am so scared of this escalating further. I went home and I was so confused that I told my mom when I...
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It may just be my anxiety, but I worry so much about living at home with my mom. At the beginning it was so comfortable, she would tuck me in to bed and make sure I was ok. She would make me lots...
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I am breathing. I am here. I am sick of being ill. I am weak and tired. Though this holiday season I have had to use the on-call psychiatrist numerous times because I am unwilling to live any...
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Wanting to die. It is as clear as that. I want to die. I want to end what is worthless to me. I am worthless. Once at the top and now I am at the bottom... doing chores for my mother. I am...
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Family in for christmas has never been a pleasant thing for me. The added family to a daily rutile are not the greatest mix. My brother significantly agitates my mother and she is not shy to show...
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I am so stupid I come to the school at 8am thinking that my appointment is at 10am with my psychietrist and when I went in to the office they looked at me and smiled and tole me that I wasn't to come...
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How did this happen? Does one simply wake up one day and become bipolar. Because that is surew what it felt like for me. I keep thinking about how things used to be and how they should be. It's hard...
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Today me and my mom went and looked at new houses around Denver. Then when we were done we went to my uncle Michael's house to see his holiday decorations. After that suggested that we all go to...
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So far today I have met my father for breakfast with his new family from Asia. We talked about everything that has been going on with my drugs. I don't think that he completely understands my...
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I reduced my medication without the consent of my doctor. Bu it was what my family wanted and what I had thought that I wanted at the time. However, now, I am more depressed than ever and more...
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I don't know what to feel anymore. I am loving my yoga. My doctor gave me an enormous amount of valium and I am trying to get of of it now. Then I will be switching doctors. She wanted me to take...
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It's the weekend and I am sitting at the mall outside the Apple Store so i can get wireless wireless access. The weekends are the move depressing my for me. I am spending a huge amount on tires...
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My mother made a comment today about me not driving in the snow and that if i did drive in the I wold no longer be able to live in her house, where I am currently living. This is scary to me...
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I am feeling better. I think this new medication formula is working wonders for me, however. I think that the valium needs to be increased in my regimine becasue I am still becoming more and more...
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