breakfast - lunch - dinner

Should I start to wish for survival and future pragmatic goals? Isn't that what I want?

So that's what I will focus on, rather than getting caught up in this perfecting kind of thing.

I have something to offer, it's just that I need to offer it and put it to work, rather than get caught

up in the shadow boxing and dazzled by the figurative patterns.

 

Try to focus on the job at hand, try not to get lost in the isolation time alone - when you start to focus on a kind of perfecting, rather than the relationships...the ones when you have them to be responsible for in front of you.

 

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I was really uptight earlier when I wrote that. I did some chores and then went to the grocery store and bought the week's foods. Afterward I relaxed, drank a beer and sat in front of the TV watching BBC news. What do I have to expect?

Breakfast, lunch, dinner? Things are alright - Having to deal with the outside world at the market made me realize how on edge I am...I think I want to try purified CBD oil as part of my therapy. I think it would help me be more open socially. I know I could benefit from some plastic, imaginitive thinking.