a text I wrote

this morning I wrote a text to my friend the Abbess Aemiliane of a monastery that is on the other side of the country.

I have to say that my moods and the disruption of my inner life because of choices I make

sometimes really has me challenged in a lot of ways. But I sat down at my coffee break

and wrote today the following text to her. A bit of light came to me this morning with that text and I feel lucky

and appreciate life and feel a new engagement:

(this is an excerpt)

It is weird how what we do some days can really

change our inner structure and challenge us to keep

interacting with others with care and then also how

we deal with our goals and self.

I lose hope a lot sometimes but then in a moment I

can learn and see some light. 

Though i struggle a lot I am appreciating the day.

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